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Namu (profile) wrote,
on 5-20-2005 at 9:31pm
Everybody at school was sad and that didn't make me happy because people were sad who didn't even know him. That's dumb. Amelia apologized for letting her anger get to me yesterday. I don't really know if she realizes how much it hurts when she does things to me as compared to other people. Maybe I'm just being a baby...

I don't really like who I am anymore. I wanted to be the guy who was always there to talk to. Nobody comes to talk to me anymore though. When they do though, I just can't seem to help them and I feel like a failure.

We hung out after school and played with my new computer. We put pictures and music on it. It was great. Although, I don't know if she really enjoyed any of the computer "fun". I think she just wanted to hang with me. I know I just wanted to spend time alone with her just to talk. Oh well, maybe tomorrow.

I only have two more weeks of school left! Then I only have three more months here until I move away. It is also only three more months till my ultimate doomsday. I don't think I'll be able to hold it together on that day...(sob)

Good night (or goodbye depending when you read this)
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lillypad

05-21-05 1:00am

Jeremiah, I talked to you last night and you make me feel better every day.
I freaking heart you.

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Namu

Re:, 05-21-05 1:04am

Thanks Brooke. I freaking heart you too. Btw, I put that picture of you, amelia and I on my desktop. Its great

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lillypad

Re: Re:, 05-21-05 1:05am

yay!
That's so sweet!
I totally watche dthat viseo zuzu made during fourth, it was so cute.

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Namu

Re: Re: Re:, 05-21-05 1:06am

Sweet. That and a lot more were put on my computer by ZuZu's camera. Even pictures of you!


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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-21-05 1:09am

yay!

You're my favorite!


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Namu

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-21-05 1:14am

Thanks. So, what's up?

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-21-05 1:19am

not much, I'm being bored. Catching up on what's going on with my friend Sarah, whom I haven't talked t in a couple months.
And talking to my LC friend Laurel (as opposed to my idaho friend Laurel)
What are you doing?
Did you download MSN yet?

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Namu

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-21-05 1:21am

Not much either. I'm going to bed soon, so I'll say bye to you now. Love ya!

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-21-05 1:23am

okay. Love you too, jemiah!

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godessalthena

05-21-05 11:03am

i'm not much for computer fun... i'm sorry, but i loves being around you.

i love you so much. let's try not to think aobut when you will leave.

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