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jennapie (profile) wrote,
on 6-15-2005 at 12:05pm
ugh! why am I so freakin tired!! I gotta wake up!

Why did you have to do that? I already get so much crap from everyone, and I still make my own decisions about you, but now the one person who supported me, is the person that you hurt the most. I don't know why you do things like that, but it makes me hurt so bad, it's not funny, and it's hard to even be mad at you because it would be a waste of time, because you won't see how horrible and mean that was, only that you thought it was funny. So you won't feel bad, and me being mad won't change that. I just don't know what to do, I don't want things to be over, but that was so evil, you don't do things like that to someone, that was the meanest thing I've ever heard of someone doing to someone else, and then to not feel any regret about it, and to have so many people bad mouthing you afterwards, and then you're the one who doesn't want people talking about you, and then you bring it on yourself by doing something this incredibly low. Wow, I honestly didn't think that you could sink that low. I thought that we were friends, and I hope after this we still will be, but not ANY of my FRIENDS would do that to another one of my friends, and then laugh. Do you purposfully hurt other to bnring yourself up? Are you that unhappy? I thought that I could understand, but it's looking like my perspective of you was a lot different than it should have been. I'm beginnging to think that I should have listened to everyone aroiund me, telling me to stay away, I still don't want that, but if it comes down to it, I don't want to be friends with someone who doesn't care about other people the way that you do. And distancing yourself from everyone, that's just not something that people do. You get so worried about messing up again, and about how people never stay in your life, but you cause them to leave by doing things like this that we just can't imagine someone doing to someone else. We can't possible understand, because we see how wrong it was, and you don't see that. And then you sit and laugh with your "friends" about it. Dani has never done ANYTHING to you. Even when you are SOOOOO mean to her, she still is nice to you, because that's the kind of person she is, she's been giving you second chances forever! And what do you do about it? You throw it all in her face in the worst possible way that you could've. I know that she annoys you! And I don't care! There are a LOT of people that drive me crazy, and I still tolerate them, because I know how bad it hurts to have someone treat you like you're annoying, and not worth their time. It's not fun, I would never do that to someone! What is wrong with you that makes you think that it's ok! IT'S NOT!! After you have been so mean to so many people, and it almost seems like you wanna change for the better, and then you do something like this!! UGH GUHG UGHGUHGUhs'lkdgh'sg~~~~ I can't eve put into words how disappointed I am, and how my best friend came to my house bawling, and with her heart broken, ALL because of you. It's ALL your fault, and IO know you hear that a lot, and most of the time it's exagerated but this time I'm not exagerating, it IS ALL YOUR FAULT! Just becasue someone annoys you, does not give you a reason to go out of your way and be mean to them, on purpose. I know a lot of people who hate the people that they have to be with everyday, and they can't stnad them, not at all, not even a little bit! BUT THEY DO!! The person isn't going anywhere, and they are the ones with the problem! The other person isn't doing anything to them, they arn't annoying them on purpose, they are just being themselves, you just have a problem with them being that! It's in your head that your annoyed! You just need to deal with it in a more mature way, this is not and NEVER will be the right way to go about what you did! ugh! I have to go, this isn't worth my time anymore. If you don't get that I'm mad, then you're completely retarted. Don't talk to me, unless I talk to you, and you should be so ashamed of yourself, you should be scared to talk to me, and if you try for even one second to turn this around on me, and make this about yourself and how people act this way to you, ugggggggg..you won't even wanna find out!
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Anonymous

06-15-05 4:13pm

first of all, i didnt even do shit. i was there with them when THEY did it, but i was across the room. so if u still feel the need to bitch me out and get mad about something i didnt do, then feel free. but i didnt do anything to deserve to get that post about me. u assumed it was me, when it really wasnt. i would of told u that if u didnt hang up the phone on me. but no, i didnt get that chance to explain. so if you want my explanation, which u pry dont, then u know where and how to find me. if not, well thats too bad. i am not going to apolgize or feel bad for something i didnt even do. i have no reason to feel bad for other peoples actions.

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Anonymous

06-15-05 4:21pm

oh yea, and another thing. u tell me to go about and handle it in a mature way, well now i'm telling u the same thing. complaining and critizing me in an online journal is not the way to go about it. when u have a problem with someone or something, u should go straight to them and work it out, especially if u are supposedly good friends with them. if u want to get into a word battle with me, let me know. i have plenty of stuff i could say. dont expect me to sit back and just take it either. for one, i wasnt even responsible for this. for 2, if u think u can dish shit out to me like this, expect to get it back.

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Anonymous

Re:, 06-16-05 11:57pm

you just never learn do you? you're doing exactlly what jenna just said you would do, you are turning this around on someone else. just for once in your life, take the heat. you being there makes you JUST AS if not more guilty, espically for not doing anything about it. haven't you ever heard the saying, treat someone the way you would want to be treated? well think about it, i know you are a good person, i have no doubt about that. i know you a lot better than im sure you're going to think that who ever is leaving this "anonymous" comment does, but I do know you, and thats why i am saying this because im not just someone writing on impulse or budding my nose into someone elses buisness. dont get mean, dont get cocky, dont be an asshole, just apologize because you know you were there, so you were involved even if you weren't the right hand man, you hurt someones else feelings...and do you honestly want to live with that on your shoulders...just talk to this girl, and say your sorry, and really mean it, even if you weren't the main hand guy. just do it...i'll leave you to think about this, people will always remember the way that you made them feel...do you really want someone to remember you for someone who made them feel the lowest in their life...?

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 06-17-05 1:48am

first of all, how i am guilty at all for any of this, if i was sitting across the room on the couch watching tv. the read to me what they had said, AFTER they had said it. how the hell can i change what they said. how am i responsible for what they typed, sent, then told me what was said. how can i be involved when i was told what they were doing. if thats the case,then that means the kids parents and little brother were involved to, cuz they were there. that means that about 7 other people were involved, cuz they were there. that means his friggen dog was involved, cuz he was there. u cant make someone resposible for other peoples actions just because they are in the same room. the person/persons that are responsible are the ones who were at the computer, not the ones sitting on the couch watching the pre-game show for the pistons game. dont try to give me moral lessons when u dont even know whats going on.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re:, 06-17-05 9:31am

do you really think that makes it all ok? do you really think that you have nothing to do with it? Sure. you weren't the one person typing it all and maybe you weren't the guy who had the brillant idea anyway that doesn't matter. you were involved in hurting someone elses feelings, no buts about it. its plain as day. your so defensive because deep down you know im right. you know we're all right. i and we can't make you grow up and act your age for maybe even one day, but we can continue to tell you that you are wrong, and make you feel bad, because you know you and all of those guys are wrong. yes we get that you weren't the a man to this little deal of yours, but you were there, and you didn't do anything about it , even if it were afterwards. not even a simple, "that's not cool" nothing. which makes you a coward. it really does. you, me, everyone, knows that it does.

put yourself in her shoes. if it were you, or anyone else for that matter and one of the people involved told you "hey look, i am really sorry about what happened. i wasn't even really that involved i only heard about it, but i realize your feelings were hurt, and i am sorry."

but you are clearly not grown up enough to act your age, so i guess this is jus a waste of my time and breath.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-17-05 1:03pm

lol ok i will tell the kids parents to call her and apologize, maybe i can even get the dog to write a little note or something. or maybe i can just type up a generic letter and have everyone sign it. that might work too

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-17-05 8:29pm

or maybe you can go get a fucking clue ass whipe. everyone hates u.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-18-05 12:11am

lol i really dont mind at all

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jennapie

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-18-05 12:39am

NO EVERYONE DOESN'T HATE HIM! So don't talk about what you don't know!!!!!!!!! And leave your fricken name next time you wanna bitch! Take some credit for your little fight. If you can dish it, you gotta be able to handle it, remember?

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danibean

06-16-05 11:03am

if it wasn't you jon, then who was it? huh? anyways, thanks jenna, i love you a lot !

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Anonymous

Re:, 06-16-05 1:02pm

i am not going to rat out my friends. sorry.

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liz

06-16-05 5:17pm

im pretty curious to know what happened, and in response to not ratting out friends.
its hardly ratting out if they can do something that apparently was so horrible they should probably be able to handle having people know that it was them and the criticism that goes along with it. correct?

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