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angel_bob (profile) wrote,
on 6-25-2005 at 6:47pm
Current mood: upset
I know it's hard to believe but I bombed the interview. I know you think I didn't and blah blah but you don't know.

Seriously. You don't know.

I did.

The first thing my mom said was "You shouldn't have told her about school." My dad said the same thing. I hate it. I know. I know. I'm sorry I told the truth. I messed up and I don't need you telling me.

At least when I cried in front of my mom, she didn't tell me to stop being a baby like my dad did.

I made the mistake of telling the truth. Unlike every other employee at Compulit, including Nick, I did not lie.

She wanted people who can work for longer than three months because those three months are training.

I told the truth. No, I can't work for at least three months. I have school in August and there's no way I can balance school and a full time job with mandatory overtime.

Oh, also, I don't have my driver's license. I can get to work but I don't have the ID you want.

I told the truth.

Why? I don't know. I could've just as easily lied to her face like everyone else working there at 9 something an hour but I didn't.

I hate lying and I felt guilty as hell.

She didn't want to take the risk. I didn't even get to fill out the application, much less go into the two hour long testing process.

Because I suck and I told the truth.

And I feel awful about it.
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kthpkc

06-25-05 7:22pm

Aws, 'tut mir leid Liebchen.

It's always better to tell the truth than to lie. At least that's what the lutheran in me says.

I love you.

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1010101

06-26-05 10:41pm

Erm, Rachel, you told the truth, were completely honest with her, and did not waste her and her company's time and money by simply going through part of the training process and quitting early. What is there to feel guilty about? It doesn't really matter how everyone else lied, it's still the wrong thing to do. And really, I'm sure you can find a job somewhere, it likely won't pay $9 an hour, but you'll be able to get it honestly and it's still money.

So basically, what I'm saying is: I'm sure you'll be fine, just keep looking around and you'll find a job that you don't have to lie for.

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Angel_Bob

06-26-05 11:46pm

Ah, Bretterson, you rocketh mine b0x0rz.

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1010101

Re:, 06-28-05 12:03am

heh, thanks...
...erm, though, by the way, I'm not sure if you ever read my little 4th of July party invitation (check my last entry, all the info is there), since you, along with several others *glares at silent masses* neglected to reply... (naturally the one time I remember to put out an invite ahead of time everyone just fades away). So, yeah, feel free to just leave me a comment or something...

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