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Namu (profile) wrote,
on 6-28-2005 at 1:26pm
What the fuck do I do? WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO? God this world has it's morals fricked up. Well, my mom just admitted that she really feels like I am a failure as a child. I have failed and don't know what to do except cry. So I ran away from the conversation and cried outside on my back porch. I only have one shred of will to live. She even threatened to take that away from me. She threatened me to not see her for the rest of the summer. If she cuts that thread, I will give up.

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godessalthena

06-28-05 5:02pm

You aren't a failure. Just wait until you grow up with me and become something more. Then she'll think twice. I love you, you've never been a failure. And you'll never be one. I love you so much.

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rorin

06-28-05 6:23pm

Hold up... Is this about religion? Or is it about grades? About... everything? That doesn't make any sence. Don't you get really good grades? Aren't you a good son?

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godessalthena

Re:, 06-28-05 6:36pm

It's about being Jeremiah.

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rorin

Re: Re:, 06-29-05 2:41pm

She needs a reality check.

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lillypad

06-28-05 7:40pm

Jeremiah. I know how you feel...my stepmother tells me that all the time...and it hurts every time...I still havne't figured out what I did wrong either.
Just remember that you're 18 now. If you want something, you can find a way to get it. Try not to let her control you too much...if she doesn't feel you've been good enough, I don't see any point in trying to impress her anymore...unless it's part of the college thing.
Anyway, I love you and I know how bad it feels...

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mysin

06-28-05 8:43pm

Hurts the most when they actually say it. You know they are thinking it, and when they finally say there is no way for you to brace yourself. Im sorry that you have had the parents you have had.

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lillypad

06-30-05 2:22am

I wish you would be on MSN messenger right now so i could talk to you, watashino tomodachi.

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