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| mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 7-11-2005 at 10:02pm | |
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| I'm being childish. Today should not have gone the way it did. I'm going to give Melanie her present and say I have to leave because I really just don't want to be around people. I launched an attack that ended in massacre. Damn flies. I swear they are in the vents. I got in a fight with my mum. I was fine until she started yelling at me about how my teeth cost too much. Why does she do that? It really isnt fair. I've calmed down now, which is why this is hardly a rant. I saw Neil today. We talked for about an hour. About nothing. Like always. I'm such an idiot. I'm doomed in terms of a husband. He'll be just like my mother. He'll be an idiot and smoke and get drunk every night and mistreat his kids. Or maybe that's me. I'm going to the park now. Work tomorrow. |
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| Anonymous | 07-12-05 12:15am You need a vacation. A nice long one away from your family. Unfortunaltey, our cures for familial problems are the same, but should you ever choose to come to my side of town, either me or pyol can house you, and I know I'm speaking on pyol's half right now, or i can get you to room with my boyfriend Jason, but I'm not sure if you want to be in an apartment of three guys, him, his dad, and his friend, Chris. What I'm saying is, some day or 5 minutes during the week, you need time for yourself and try to enjoy something and have fun, de-stress as much as possible and leave the venting and being angry for the next six hours. And don't ever think you'll end up as your mother, because it won't happen, the people who care about you won't let it happen and you yourself won't let it happen. And call me, you know, I don't think we'll meet up this summer, but were not nonexistent to one another.
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mudpiegrl | Re:, 07-12-05 1:33am you know, i think i might just go visit you, considering i could probably get there without getting lost. if you arent doing anything one weekend, or you want to request off just let me know. I'd love to visit you cuz i miss you and im sure we both have loads to tell each other. besides, you'd be a nice change! :) |