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joslyn_julia (profile) wrote,
on 7-17-2005 at 9:10pm
i am having second thoughts. i feel as though i led him to believe something and now i am backing out. I do still like him, but jess was right, alot of it was just sex. i need someone new. just for a chance to see what else there is, and if i really do want to be with him.

after the whole moving in idea, i kinda flipped out... now we are not on such good terms. i think it will all cool down, but i wish i could see him. aww, he might really want to be with me... it is a scary thought that anyone really would. hmmm... that is something to ponder.

then again if we stay together, what is to stop him from getting trashed again and then asking me to marry him or something else crazy. i'm not sure this is a good situation, but i am sure it will all pan out. i just hope i don't get anymore phone calls that he "can't remember"
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pjlmaster

07-17-05 10:07pm

i think the best thing you can do is give it a while and see how it is, i used to worry that me and liz were stayin together for the same reason, but now i know its more then that, and being with another person would only make it worse

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liz

Re:, 07-17-05 11:19pm

i totally thought for the longest time that it was just sex, so i said lets cut the sex but well you know how that turned out. but i wouldnt change any of it. Im in it for the long haul now, there is NO getting rid of me. the sex is too good.
oh wait and the relationship isnt half bad either


i keed i keed.

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pjlmaster

Re: Re:, 07-17-05 11:44pm

WTF is a keed?

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liz

Re: Re: Re:, 07-18-05 2:04am

and if you were with another person i would die. D I E

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