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| liz (profile) wrote, on 7-19-2005 at 10:42am | |
| I find it a little odd how much people have changed. how different we are from each other. seeing where everyone is heading in their in lives. or the people who have already started their journeys. i was thinking today about someone in particular who i used to admire so much. she was beautiful and smart and unique, so much a person that I wanted to be like without being like, if that makes any sense. i look back on her now and she is nothing like she used to be. beautiful still but now seemingly judgemental and bitchy and completely unlike her high school self. its really crazy huh. we were friends then, back is hs but she got out and took me off her friends list and everything, its almost like she was waiting until she and i didnt see each other on a daily basis to completely cut me from her life. nwo i know that she has a life outside of hs and her high school friends but its disapointing to know that someone can change so drastically in just a year. i hope i dont change to much. i dont want my personalitly or ideals to change. just to mature into a sensible adult. Im tending to believe that at this point whatever anyone does with their life who am I to judge. I may not agree with it and I may think that what you do will completely screw your life up, but its not my life to screw up and if it isnt hurting me any than why even mention it. either way, the point is that we are growing up and that kinda sucks. but at the same time ive been waiting 18 years to do it so lets all make the best of it and be the group of friends that miraculoustly stayed in touch. damn. |
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pjlmaster | 07-19-05 12:03pm soo...uuuhhh who are you talking about? |