07-29-05 12:03am

I hope you got my message...

(reply to this)

Re:, 07-29-05 12:05pm

ummm...did you call my house or something? I'm in Cinncinnati until Sunday night, so I prolly didn't. What did you want?

(reply to comment)

Re: Re:, 07-29-05 2:11pm

I just wanted to tell you that what you've done, Its low. How could you do something like that to me?? I trusted you.

(reply to comment)

Re: Re: Re:, 07-29-05 5:18pm

Brianna...I have no idea what you're talking about. Honestly, I'm not one to avoid the subject and if I knew I would be asking, but I have no idea! I didn't do anything.

(reply to comment)

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 07-29-05 6:49pm

WHAT???

Are you kidding me? seroiusly? You told dan that he should break everything off with me because " hes not happy" and hes "sacraficing himself for my happiness"...

Goodness

(reply to comment)

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 07-30-05 11:42am

oh yea, I did say that he was sacrificing his happiness to make you happy, but is that bad, that he was trying to please you? but I did NOT tell him that he was not happy, He Told me that. So you'll have to take that up with him.

(reply to comment)

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 07-30-05 2:55pm

Jenna, this is stupid. Your being stupid. I'm being stupid.

My point. Us arguing. Is getting us nowhere. Its stupid.

(reply to comment)

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 07-30-05 8:30pm

You're So right, it is stupid, and I would rather not talk about this ever again! I don't know why we started to in the first place, but I hate it, and you're also right that this isn't me, and I have been a nervous crying psycho freak all week because it's been seriously tearing me up, but all that crap about me making out with a drunk guy, making me seem like a desperete wench, that was the lowest blow of all and I don't care if I ever talk to you again. Gosh, I'm so so so so sad right now. And for you to throw that in my face, you should at least know what actually happened, not just what you might have heard. Oh my gosh, I seriously can't believe you did that to me. Yelling at one another and fighting on the freakin internet is one thing, but taking personal blows at a person's lowest points, that is another thing all together, and I am SO hurt.


I'm sorry for having a past and trying to move on from it. I'm sorry for leaving you in high school while the rest of us move on, I'm sorry that your life seems to suck, I'm sorry that you were in the hospital, I'm sorry that you and Dan fight, I'm sorry that I seem to screw everything up for you, and I guess I'm sorry that I didn't listen to everyone who told me to not be friends with you because people who are friends with you always get in trouble somehow, I'm sorry that I took that chance and gave you the benefit of the doubt, and now I'm hurting because of it, I guess all of those people can tell me that they told me so. I REALLY wanted to prove them wrong, that you weren't so bad, but I can't, because you proved me wrong for them. and anyone who reads anything in woohu can see that for themselves, and I'm also sorry that I lost it like that and made myself look like a crazy idiot. I guess when you want something so bad you really will do anything, like go psycho to prove everyone wrong, or be a bitch as you called me to try and defend yourself when someone is accusing you of something, the reason that everyone thinks I'm so nice is because I NEVER stand up for myself, and the one time that I do...look where it gets me, no wonder I never did it before, it got me NOWHERE. Now, when I was on good terms with you before, we have a hidden problem with each other, I never say or do anything to anyone to cause any kind of confrontation, but when I do, I lose a friend and quite possibly more than one. So for that I am sorry more than anything else. I still believe that you are a good person at heart and the situations that your life put you in make you do crazy things, and I really hope that everything turns around for you, and you can become the person that you want to be and your life becomes what you want it to be. And HONESTLY Brianna, from the bottom of my heart I wish you and Dan all of the best, I've been saying it from the begining and everyone doubted me but I MEAN IT! I HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR DAN EXCEPT THOSE OF FRIENDSHIP, and I wish more than anything that everyone would believe me. I can't stand people doubting my word behind my back, I mean what I say, and I don't like him like that!



oh yea, and all that stuff about me telling Dan stuff about you...all a bunch of crap.....no matter how bad things got between us, i would still never in a million years do something like that to you or anyone else. It's as low as anyone could go and I would not do that to anyone, ever!

I want to go back to how things were before this stupid misunderstanding. It was a lot better, and a lot less awkward, but I really hope all of the name calling stops, cuz that hurt pretty bad, and I only hope that you weren't trying to hurt me like that on purpose, I'll believe that you weren't. The benefit of the doubt always goes with me.

I'll still believe that you are a wonderful person and I'll be waiting for the day when everyone else realizes that too.
Good luck with everything, and if our friendship doesn't work out after this, I'll only remember it as it was before this.
Write me back, but please no more attacks on my character, or at me as a person, because in all reality you don't know me that well, and I don't feel that you have the right to do that to me or anyone. I'm sorry for all of the problems that I've caused, and I take full responsibility for all of the problems because in some way or another, I'm sure it is all my fault, I'll just believe that it is, and leave it at that.

(reply to comment)

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 07-31-05 1:23pm

Let's start this out nice, I'm really trying not to be mean , but these are just words... no tones but now you know how i felt accusing me of why i was in the hospital. Just Like I didnt know the whole situation, you had NO IDEA about mine. Which really made me hurt. You dont want to believe me... what i heard about you was just hearsay. From stupid people. I never took it to heart. And for me to throw something so petty in your face after words you said to me... i think it was pretty fair. Not that two wrongs make a right, but it put my mind at ease for the moment. Which is why i deleted my comment. Because i felt bad and tried to take it back. I felt like crap. Like i was the lowest perosn on earth and im truely , truely sorry. Asking for your forgiveness.

I never meant any of it i was just hurting and didnt know how to handle it. Maybe if you really believe that im that bad of a person...then why continue being friends? What everyone else says is their opinion. Just like opinions i hear about you. Because what people say and how you act are like the poles. THe exact opposite.

You had every reason to stand up for yourself. It's not that its bad, but somethings were rather harsh. Don't ever doubt standing up for what you believe in... but theres a line that shouldnt be crossed. I'm not allowing you to take responsability for my dumb actions. I should have just confronted you instead of taking what i heard and running with it. I really hope that we can continue this friendship and im sorry for the way I acted. I hope this little .... arguement brings us this much closer.

I love you Jenna Pie



(reply to comment)