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liz (profile) wrote, on 7-29-2005 at 11:44pm | |
My family went to the circus today, the whole family amanda and pj included. it was pretty nice. the circus itself was pretty lame but we saw a baby on a leash, so that will lead to the question of the day which is what do you think about children on leashes????? I will throw my opinion in later. everything else is good though. im mad pmsy. like really bitchy, but i know that it is just that time so im over it. i was thinking and talking about pj and the military because he wants to join but wont because of me, and that sucks, like i totally dont own him so it mad me sad. and later on when we get married and like have kids i dont want him to regret not doing it and resent me because im the reason that he didnt, thats just way too much of a burden for any woman to carry. so i was like just join the damn military for christs sake, blah blah blah. but all that is really just pms like i said. i dont want him to join the air force and i dont think hes wasting his time i just worry a lot about our future and if rushing into such a serious relationship so young is smart. but these are risks you take. because you love somebody, i love him more than anything. its really intimidating to know how much power he has over me actually, but that is neither here nor there. that was pretty much my day though. well i went to greenville walmart and bought some blanks to burn all the cds that belong to other people in my house so that i have them when i leave. all the britney spears and system of a downs and all that good stuff that my brother and sister have. and nickelback from my mom, which i keep forgetting to get. well shoot 24 days ive got left now. im so terrified. but refreshed. life is going to work with me. apparently the key to being happy has something to do with being yourself and not caring anymore about how that self is seen through other peoples eyes. its cool |
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