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| Namu (profile) wrote, on 7-31-2005 at 11:28pm | |
| Boy, I sure am sick of her. I only have three weeks left, but it looks like she is going to try and ruin it as much as possible. I don't know, I guess I'm just used to her because she has been like this my whole life due to the drugs and alcohol. I always thought she was a bitch, but I put up with it because I'm strong and don't want to bitch to anybody about any of my problems, so I can help them with theirs instead. I just can't believe how within this last year her schemes and truths have unfolded and the world doesn't like her at all. I didn't believe bad it was until I saw it effecting others instead of just me. I wish it she didn't have the power to effect the rest of the world. She is at the bottom of this world, and its too bad for her because she won't ever the chance to say she's sorry, not that the world would forgive her. *sigh She really upsets my one and only. I don't like seeing her so angry and upset because of my problems. I do believe Amelia will keep me in check to never forgive my mom, because we all know I'm pretty forgiving and want to help everyone eventually. I just have to survive twenty more days, which is kind of sad cause I shouldn't be happy to leave. I'm actually at the same time torn up about it all on the inside. What really sucks is I haven't had a lot of alone hang out time with my loved one. That makes me really sad. It's like somebody doesn't want me to say goodbye. If that somebody is God, he is playing a pretty fricked up game. Anyway, we went to the fireworks festival with Brittany. It was a lot of fun and we were even right below the fireworks. That made me very happy cause Amelia was excited and gleeful. Like a little girl. I know our kids will have lots of fun, because their parents will be kids at heart. Thank you for going to the show with me Amelia. I'm glad we could finally go together. Love you, and...I love you. "I will challange even the gods someday..." |
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godessalthena | 08-02-05 11:31pm I'm sorry I let her bother me so much...
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