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| jennapie (profile) wrote, on 8-5-2005 at 12:30am | |
| awwww shit. I'm thinking that one year at CC would be perfectly fine with me. I don't know why it matters to anyone that "that's what my sister did," I'm not her, and I don't have to have the same type of Education, this isn't like high school where you have no choice. I don't wanna go to CC. One year, I'm serious, then I want to move on. Stacey's going to State, and yeah it's a good school and everything, but I don't think I wanna go there too. It would be cool to go to different schools. I need to be independent sometime in my life. I have already been asked to live in a house at Central, so that's a possibility, and a good one! and I have to get a new job because the ice cream shop won't cover college, or once the summer's over, my car payment either! So I HAVE to do that anyway. and the lady that I baby-sit for, said that she would raise me a dollar to stay, but that still won't cover like......anything, so I think I'm going to have to turn that down too, but it's hard thinking about doing that when I have nothing else lined up yet. BUT I HAVE TO! I don't want to follow my sister, I want to be on my own, I seriously want to live away from home for a while, wouldn't it seriously suck if I never had the chance to have roommates? or live on my own, with my own job, and my own car, and my own bills, and not have to report to my parents everynight about where I'm going and who I'm seeing! I can't wait for that. I want it to happen sooner than later. I can tough it out at CC this year, but I honestly don't know if I want to the second year, I also want my parents support in whatever I choose to do, so staying at CC might be the only way. I mean, Stacey left CC with no bills to pay. none, and I'm going to I think, just because I can't seem to get it together. I need a good paying job, but everything seems so bleak, I don't even know where to begin looking. I don't know, I guess I just had to try and sort this all out on my own, but it doesn't seem like I've gotten anywhere at all. ugh! |
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breezeyluvsu | 08-05-05 10:38am You'll get it, No worries Darlin'. |
.j.e.s.s. | 08-05-05 10:41am jenna honey i know this has nothign to do with your post but if you can't babysit for the lady you babysit for anymore, would you reccomend me to her? pretty please. you have no idea how in debt i am already and i haven't even left my house yet.
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jennapie | Re:, 08-05-05 4:23pm Jess, I'm gonna reccommend you to her, because I really need a different job, and I know you like to baby-sit, and the girls are super sweet! well.......most of the time! and I just need a different job because I need more money, and well....I just wanna leave baby-sitting behind when I go to college, ya know! and she's making me feel very guilty leaving her, like if I go, she's all out of luck and everything, so I feel bad, but if you wanna do it, I'll let her know, she'll prolly wanna meet you and stuff, but what's not to like huh!!? I love you girly! |