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tonyp. (profile) wrote,
on 8-13-2005 at 1:35pm
life sucks right now. i hate it when were like this, i hope its just gona be for a short time. i hope nothing bad happens, i love her more than anything and im afraid i might lose her forever, i dont have anything else i dont know how to love another girl i cant, its a thought that i hate thinking...if i cant have her ill be soo frikin sad and lonly. i have to be the old me so she will want me back, i have to change or ill never get to feel her love again and i need to feel that. my body is all cold and tence it has been for a long time. i want to scream but i cant. i want us to be happy again. i love her with all my heart and im afraid shes gone for good.......
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liz

08-13-05 4:41pm

"ill have to change or ill never get to feel her love again"
thats a bad statement right there, you shouldnt ever have to change.


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tonyp.

Re:, 08-13-05 4:54pm

"i have to change to be like the old me" is more of what i was looking for


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phil-himself

08-13-05 9:45pm

yeah you shouldnt change yourself to get a girl/ get a girl back

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defiant

08-14-05 6:39pm

Figure it this way though. If she doesn't want you there's nothing you can do. The world is a big fucking place man. We'll get an apartment and have a few great parties.
Erica's a cool chick and all but if she doesn't want to be with you, you can't really change that. Changing yourself isn't really an answer. Real love is when someone loves you for flaws too. You can't be in love if the other person doesn't want it. Just how it is man.

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eyesofcrystal

08-16-05 3:01pm

Tony, I really wish you wouldnt make me out to be such a bitch. Because Im not as bad of a person as Im sure people think I am now. I never said you HAD to change for anything. I told you that I missed the way you used to be when we got along 24/7. I never told you "change or you'll never be with me again" Im sure if everybody knew the side of the story that your refusing to tell.....things would be ALOT different. So I guess Im just asking you to please not make it seem like Im being a controlling bitch. Im just now starting to get along with your friends alot (in my mind) and I dont want them to hate me because they dont know the truth. Sorry if I sounded mean, Im not trying to......And I dont think you should ever have to change for anybody either.

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samesongdifferentchorus

08-18-05 12:33pm

I don't know what's going on..
But I just wanted to say hi.
:) Hi!

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