08-16-05 10:02pm

You know what? I'm listening to this right now... I kind of felt like it's like you and your mom... (except the whole relationship thing XP) I know you probably don't like that music... I just thought I'd share.
<3


I can't believe i believed
Everything we had would last
So young and naive for me to think
She was from your past
Silly of me to dream of
One day having your kids
Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

I can't believe i fell for four years
And i'm smarter than that
So young and naive to believe that with me
You're a changed man
Foolish of me to compete
When you cheat with loose women
It took me some time but now i moved on

Cuz i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

So controlling , you said that you love me
But you don't
Your family told me one day
I would see it on my own
Next thing i know i'm dealing
With your three kids and my home
I've been so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

Now that it's over
Stop calling me
Come pick up your clothes
No need to front like you're still with me
All your homies know
Even your very best friend
Tried to warn me on the low
It took me some time
But now i am strong

Because i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
I know that i will never disappoint myself
All the ladies if you feel me
Help me sing it now
Ya, you hurt me
But i learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again
I know that i will never disappoint myself

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08-16-05 10:04pm

Oh, and I'm sorry you're leaving your friends. When Anna left... well, I'm still trying to get over it. Just look forward to all the times you'll come back in the future, and how happy she'll be to see you again.

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Re:, 08-16-05 11:08pm

Thank you lauren.

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Re: Re:, 08-16-05 11:39pm

For what?
T'wasn't nothing.

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08-16-05 11:22pm

I love you so much... I miss you... I'll miss you... So much... I'm sorry if today wasn't so great for you... I had a ton of fun for the most part... I was ten minutes late! Can you believe that?

Yeah, you're never going to see you're mom when we live alone, without her... If she talks (or tries to) I'm hanging up/slamming the door/set her on fire.

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Re:, 08-16-05 11:36pm

Awwww... aren't you the sweetest little thing ever?! I love you too. I can't wait to see you on Thursday. It wil be "our" last day together...

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