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| 0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 (profile) wrote, on 8-24-2005 at 10:51pm | |
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| giving up. You know what I hate? How 'emo' is so negative. It's short for emotional, is it not? And people are to be HATED for showing EMOTION? I think some one should applaud. How about some compassion? Humans should have emotion. Sure, sometimes we get a but overboard, but dammit, I'm a fucking teenager. Whose probably PMSing. So I'm NO LONGER going to use the word emo unless describing some sort of fashion! OR SOMETHING! And if you call me emo, I'll chew you out. Bitch. <3 "Scatter my brains across the wall." P.S. I'm giving up on Villex. He definately doesn't like me anymore. I kind of doubt he ever did .____. Atleast I told him everything, right? Right..? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ha. There's a big storm coming. It makes me sad. And I think I might have appendicitis. I hate how I get over freakin' boys. All weepy and crap. I just really want them to like me, I guess. Probably low self-esteem. I mean, I want them to think I'm all pretty and nice and perhaps they even want to date me.. but I can't see what's right infront of me. I look past the average-seeming rarity to the extremely less-than-attainable whom ends up not being as cool as I thought... I was talking to Stephen on the phone ( second night in a row -- whizzat?! ) and I wasn't feeling too happy 'cause I just told Villex I was "going to stop pursuing you because it's obvious you're not interested in me anymore" and then I explained my predicament. Perhaps I thought he'd admit to some secret crush on me or something of the like, but the fates played me like a much-to-easy level of Super Mario. I fell down the gap between the lands and I'm out of lives. I didn't even get to the secret ladders-and-lives stage.. And I definately never got a growing mushroom xD But yeah, I was pretty much crushed. And I told Stephen I didn't feel like talking, so I was going to go. And he told me tomorrow he'd give me a big hug. And I said "Heh, alright", and he was like "Ha, I bet you'd love it if it was Villex" and I broke down into tears. I can't blame Stephen for anything, it's not like I told him I had just ripped my heart out and offered it over to Villex, whom thusly dropped it with a shrill, squeeky "EWW!" I learned tonight Villex isn't a fan of gore or biting. See, I really should get over him, huh? Ah, well.. I'm gonna go stock up on bases to make dollz with during the storm. Assuming I have power, but no internet. ~knock on wood~ "KINKY SALAD SONG! Chicka chicka bwow wow! Chicka wicka bwow, chicka wicka! Chicka wicka bwow!" P.P.S. Weston got a lip ring and sweet JESUS is he hot. XDDDD <3<3<3 |
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| Anonymous | 08-25-05 1:01am Liek omgz!
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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 | Re:, 08-25-05 1:47pm HAHA
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| Anonymous | ::gasp::, 08-25-05 2:18pm And I thought IIII was bad.
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a-demons-angel | 08-25-05 2:40pm ~huggles~
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| Anonymous | 08-26-05 1:58pm Who needs guys? There just jerks who don't understand anything. I'm sorry this happened to you TT. It happened to me too but eventually I gave up on him and moved on. I know you can do the same, it just takes some time to realize 'is he everything I want?'. If you ever think about that.
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