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anachronism (profile) wrote,
on 9-13-2005 at 3:54pm
I don't know what's wrong with me lately.
Everything in school is really hard. I don't understand anything and I never can just get my homework done. It never makes any sense to me. And I'm not even in difficult classes with tons of homework.

I'm not happy. I don't know why. As soon as I am it only lasts a day or so. I'm not trying to be negative, it's just..this year seems way too hard for me to handle.

Everytime I try to do my homework or just understand what a teacher is saying I'm on the brink of tears because I feel so lost and stupid.
Everyone around me gets it and if I ask for help I am treated like a complete dolt. I'm just stressed out. Nothing makes me happy anymore, I wish I knew what could do it.

I hate being at school and I hate being here.

I don't know what to do.

Oh, and I fucking hate Econ.

In other news I am very dissapointed about something going on. It frustrates me so much. Erika, Mishy.. you know what I'm talking about. I don't know what to do, it goes in one ear and out the other. It's like I'm just a broken record..

I guess I am.
Nothing ever comes easy, I should get used to that.
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bleedingsun

09-13-05 5:21pm

I feel the same way in Integrated 3 (math). I don't really understand anything. I have to really make myself do my homework and then I don't even pay attention while I do it.

Gah...
School sucks.

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anachronism

Re:, 09-13-05 5:41pm

Pretty much.
It's sad ithat it's only the second week and we're all ready sick of it.
Let's burn it down.

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this-acoustic-love

09-13-05 5:46pm

well, first of all, I hope that I dont make you feel that way when you ask for help. don't ever be afraid to ask me, you know that I will try as best as I can to help. I never think that you're stupid or anything like that.. I dont take econ, but if you need help, I can try.
as for that other thing... i seriously don't know what could change what has been going on. I mean.. you can only tell someone something so many times before you feel like pulling your hair out. Maybe its just one of those times where you flat out just cant help.

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keltoesx

09-13-05 8:10pm

::hugs you::

stacy babe, i can help you with homework...i've taken econ and im pretty good in school right now. and you know it'll be fun with me helping you! and if you need to talk...im ALWAYS here. you can call my house, email me, call my cellphone, anything...even write a letter. though, most people dont do that...we should so bring that back! haha. i dont think it would work considering writting letters is so much work and it takes so long to get them. but anyways...call me if you need help with homework, hell, i probably still have all my econ papers that you could just copy from! lol...if you want to do that...anyways...i love you! and let me know whats going on once in awhile...

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brokenmentality

09-13-05 9:43pm

as stupid and as frustrating as that whole situation is.... it'll get better, and this added stress to your life that shouldnt be there will be gone. just remember that you cant just give up on it, because if anybody will make errmm her listen its you. you GOT this doll! dont doubt yourself, and DONT let it get under your skin. thats just where their stupidity kicks in, its almost like they cant help it! :)

we are to much the same to be such different people!
i love you...... and SMILE!

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Brad

09-13-05 10:05pm

Well, I wont stop trying to help you with your homework. I want to make sure you even want my help. I'm a pathetic failure but i'm not stupid. You know i'll help you with anything you want.

As for that "other thing", I trust that you'll tell me about that.

I'm sorry that I dont make you happy..things arent exactly easy for me lately. I dont know what i am supposed to do. I already know that i'm a terrible person, now im a terrible boyfriend too. It's sad really..

You know that I love you, more than anything. That wont ever change. I just hope that you love me enough to stay with me no matter what happens between us.

I love you.

Bradley

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Tails

09-14-05 12:36am

broken records play the most beautiful music inbetween the cracks and scraps on the vinyl.

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