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| jennapie (profile) wrote, on 9-18-2005 at 6:44pm | |
| I had a dream last night, and you were in it. I don't understand that after so long of denying everything, I can still feel like this, and it makes everything in the past seem to not matter, and it makes it all seem SO far in the past. I don't know, I hate getting myself all confused over something that so obviously isn't meant to be, but when I'm sleeping, I don't control what I think about! I've said SO MANY times that it could never in a million years happen, and I hate everything that everyone tells me about it too, but then when it comes down to it, I think, well, I don't really see why not, I mean, what's in the past is in the past, right? I wish I could take everything back that I have said about this topic sometimes, but I can't, and you only know what I've told you, so you couldn't know that I have second thoughts about it every day! oh well....the truth has a way of coming out in the end....it always does. | |
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andreatowns11 | 09-19-05 1:16am Who is this about if you dont mind me asking haha. im so confused! |
jennapie | Re:, 09-19-05 9:09pm I don't mind, but I still can't say, I don't want him to know, well I do, just not yet, I'm not making the first move anymore, he has to, so I guess if he feels the same, then I'll have to wait for him to make up his mind. and come to me, I'm not going to them anymore. |
| andreatowns11 | Re: Re:, 09-19-05 11:34pm Thats a good idea! Wait for him to come to you- good thinking! :) |