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| liz (profile) wrote, on 9-26-2005 at 8:45pm | |
| god im so fucking tired. I cant get untired no matter how hard I try and its not even like im doing anything im just going to work and school and not doing anything else. I have a sore throat and my chest hurts if i inhale deeply or yawn and im tired so im constantly yawning so my chest just keeps on hurting. i dont know what the problem is but i dont like it and it worries me. \ nothing is right like its supposed to be itsjust all suckiness and boring.\ I want to make new friends at school and not be so stuck in high school and the past fuck fuck fucking fuck. I wish pj didnt have jamie with him so that he coudl come and stay with me tonight. i just want to spend the day in bed with him. only he would want to get up and play some video game at like 10 anyway so fuck that shit right in the ass.. why am i so pissed off all the time. gawd. I want to read some good book that i havent read in awhile but alas i have no time. im always on the go. doing something. no time.\ everything i say is a contradiction. im so fucking tired. i have a paper that im supposed to peer edit tomorrow and of course i have yet to start it. but im not going to that class anyway for two reasons. one i have a thing at work that apparently i must attend even though it is against my availability and all that bullshit. second i despise peer editing. why because i hate reading people papers and having a million suggestions that they get angry when i make them, or try to help them make their paper way better, or at least grammatically correct, then there is that they read my paper and tell me how to change it and while sometime i get valuable advice usually i get a "its good I dont have any suggestions" WTF there is always room for improvement stop pussyfooting around and tell me what I can do to make this the best damn paper ever. so being that it is an analytical paper i am going to pass on the peer editing because I hate peer editing and if my paper sucks well then i will just pass on putting it in my main portfolio. fuck i find myself tired and aching for bed. |
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phil-himself | 09-26-05 9:25pm I saw you today, that made me a little bit happier cause I havent seen you in a while |
liz | Re:, 09-26-05 11:33pm I know. i was very excited too see you and everyone else. I miss high school so much. |
pjlmaster | 09-27-05 12:15am we need to get a temp parking permit for me this time...last time i got a ticket...20 dollars i cant afford |
liz | Re:, 09-27-05 12:45am well then email me your license plate number just in case I need it and ill go get you one tomorrow. okay. okay. I love you. |
pjlmaster | Re: Re:, 09-27-05 1:10am done and done |