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pjlmaster (profile) wrote,
on 10-8-2005 at 1:08pm
talking to an old friend made me realize that there are just some things you have to accept about ppl...

including drinking and smoking
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liz

10-08-05 9:45pm

i hope it is michelle and that now that im out you guys can be friends again. im a bitch.

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pjlmaster

Re:, 10-08-05 10:50pm

it was michelle, but i dont really have plans to talk to her much...she was there to listen to me bitch, and make me realize that im a jackass even more then previously known...



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pjlmaster

Re: Re:, 10-08-05 11:41pm

bitch as in complain to avoid any confusion

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liz

Re: Re: Re:, 10-09-05 2:22am

you are not a jackass. you broke up with me on the spot, like you said you would for the reasons you always said you would. If you and I couldnt even agree on morals than what else is there. What is the point of even trying? as far as bitch to complain, instead of bitch, bitch. I know, because you would never hurt me. that sucks. at this point I wish that you were a horrible person instead of who you are so that I could feel less guilty about completely destroying you. or maybe i could be different and just not care. I cry more for your pain than I do my own I believe. My pain is self caused making it easier to grasp. Yours however was brought on by me, the person who was supposed to love you the most. Im so fucking sorry for everything. Please just do what you can to forget me. Im going to avoid woohu, at least try because you know my addiction.ill get your stuff to you and that will be the last time you ever see me. I cant really do this its too damn hard. Every time i get on this stupid web site I see your pain plastered on the screen and it rips me open knowing that I am single handedly the cause of it. Ive said it once and I know Ill say it a million times and I know that in the situation at the moment it is meaningless and small but Im sorry.

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pjlmaster

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-09-05 9:41am

all i can get from any of your posts now is that there is NO hope for us of being together in the future...

GOD i fucking hope im misinterpreting this

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liz

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-09-05 12:26pm

Right now. there isnt much hope. At this point in my life I need to be without you. Give it a few months. OKay. Im not promising anything and Im also not shooting anything down. But right now this is what I need.

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pjlmaster

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-09-05 12:55pm

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