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| liz (profile) wrote, on 10-8-2005 at 9:28pm | |
| today was quite the day. I made it through. day one. in a long line of days filled with self resentment and regret. that remains to be life. and life sucks. i hung out with ray. why? because I honestly couldnt be by myself and I had to hang out with someone who is an unbiased party. he was there. it was okay. we went to the mall. I couldnt stand to be here either. the mall pretty much sucks. i bought two new pairs of pants, cuz they were buy one get one for $1. then I bought a pair of shoes that Id been wanting. they were $8. He keeps my mind off of you. talking and laughing and listening. I hate myself and will for awhile. oh and I got a green canvas belt for 3.99. good deals. I missed you though. its not the same. I didnt go into eb games. for like the first time ever. im sorry you miss me but that would be expected right? my parents are going ot buy me a computer. i hate that. you know it. im going to pay them back. they are good to me. theyll miss you too. im still sorry okay. you know that. I know how i usually end this part, but i cant say it because its another staple in the book of pain that is still wide open. |
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pjlmaster | 10-08-05 10:48pm well...almost made it through a day w/out wanting to gouge me eyes out or something to that effect...guess ill try again tomorrow |
liz | Re:, 10-09-05 6:54am well how about shooting yourself in the face, because more than once i thought about that. shooting myself in the face that is. |