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Tails (profile) wrote,
on 10-15-2005 at 1:24am
Current mood: indescribable
Music: Death Cab For Cutie - Steadier Footing
Subject: it was then
I miss alot of things about my highschool life...i most of all miss the summer before junior year...and the summer after junior year...when life wasnt so fucking hard and things were kinda fun...i miss the way i was and the way i used to think about life and its hardships and its mysterious things...i miss the darkness and a way too early cerfew being enough to stay alive....god damn i miss my heart. and i miss my old true friends...the ones i dont talk to anymore because im always so tired or in class or working and i make up these lame excses when i know even if i cant move my muscles i should still call them to hang cause thats why friends do...but im afraid of how they might have changed without me. Do they still want me around at all? am i welcome near their new lives? a half a semester has passed without me in it....im sure alot of thigns and people and faces have changed...stuff cant stay the same forever. im scared
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anachronism

10-16-05 4:23pm

You made it this way.

Don't even bother making plans with me and feeding me the like that I'm important to you and so is my friendship because you don't mean it.

I'm not trying to be a bitch, I'm just saying don't say one thing and do another.



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anachronism

Re:, 10-16-05 4:28pm

feeding me the lie*

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Tails

10-16-05 8:16pm

i dont know where that came from because i havent tried to make plans with you in a while...i said lets try for saturday but i had to work earlier than i thought...sorry for that and i dont remeber lieing about you being imporant to me stacy. we talked about how i talked behind peoples backs and the way i was mean and cocky in public and i had thought we came to a stance where we could try again...never in that did i ever say or do anything to show you that you werent imporant to me...if i didnt care at all about you id have just deleted this post and said "fuck off, i can move on without highschoolers in my life" but i didnt now did i?

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anachronism

Re:, 10-18-05 6:23am

No, I'm just saying I asked if you wanted to hang out and I'm the one always making an effort to.
I asked if you were free last weekend and you said, "I work Friday and Saturday, but you're more important, I can take a day off."
I told you that you didn't have to do that, and we'd just hang out before or whatever. Then you never called..
I'm not trying to constantly insult you, it's just when I see posts like this and see that you're making no effort I'm not going to not say something.

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