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| Namu (profile) wrote, on 10-19-2005 at 1:59pm | |
| Current mood: blah Music: The Killers Mr. Brightside |
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| This world puzzles me from time to time. I try to not be effect of it, but right now I just kinda feel sullen, downtrot. I never want this stupid "reality" to play a factor in my future. I'm trying to surpass all that, trying to come above it all. You know what? I'm gonna try my hardest to at least make what I want for a future to come true, cause if I succeed and others see that, maybe they'll follow. No more. I don't need anybody else to be confident in the future I have planned. I can only ask myself to do what I truly want. It's not fair of me to ask others. It is their job to ask themselves what they want and see if they can go for it. I'm starting to feel real sad without her and all the commotion and confusion that is going on. It's like every moment that passes, another drop of blood trickles down the front of my heart to match the tear on my face. Like I'm slowly dying. I don't know how much longer it will pump... "Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed." 9 |
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godessalthena | 10-19-05 10:00pm I'm trying to be better for you. I really don't know how good I can be when you feel like that... I feel so worthless when you feel like that because anything I could do to make it better isn't a possiblity.
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