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Namu (profile) wrote,
on 10-22-2005 at 10:39pm
I feel so fucking betrayed right now. All those fuckers put me up to this! Jesus fucking Christ! I hate Mormons. I thought they weren't going to do this, I really did. But they did. They crossed the line. Why can't people just accept me for who I am? I'll tell you why, because if you don't fucking "help" (which is so the wrong fucking word to use) those people you'll go to fucking hell! Yeah, you know, that place where you sit and wait forever knowing you could have done better. Fuck that. FUCK that. And you know what? Fuck the idea of this heaven too. God can't judge me. Who the hell does he think he is trying to control my life? Who the hell does he think he is trying to control anybody's life? I will make it known that this can be beaten. They even ganged up on me 6 to 1. I wanted to cry under the glaring eyes. Sorry I'm not who you want, but I rather like being me. I felt like I wanted to destroy every one of them for pressuring me right there on the spot. I don't think I'll find this stupidass Holy Ghost by doing something as useless as praying. Fuck praying. You can be a lot more cause than that. And they asked me to try it. TO TRY IT! I don't fucking think so. I can postulate better than ask somebody who doesn't exist to help me thank you very much. Do it again and I will, I PROMISE YOU, push back. Just fucking try, I dare you. And believe me, I'm a fighter. I know how to fight. And when you push people into a corner, they tend to fight back pretty hard. I swear I will conjour every last ability I have and release everything inside of me "unto thee". Don't fucking mess with those who don't ask for it.

"God and heaven? Hah! I have better games to play"

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godessalthena

10-23-05 9:16am

so... angry...

i love you sweetie. i know you can overcome this. you're so wonderful.

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Namu

Re:, 10-23-05 11:53am

Yeah I know. That's the point I was trying to get across. I'm REALLY not happy with them right now. Good thing I talked to you, cause you made me feel a hell of a lot better. Thank you. I love you.

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