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m&ms487 (profile) wrote,
on 11-26-2005 at 11:20pm
Current mood: cold
So many things to do, so little time to squeeze them all in. Everything is crazy busy, and I need to get together with my english group. I have a feeling we're going to be half assing our way to a B.

I swear I can hear music comming from somewhere in this house, but everytime I walk around I can't find the source. Maybe I'm finally going crazy. Maybe my house is haunted. These things I do not know.
Whatever it is, it has a good beat.

I think I figured out the reason why I shake when I drink. See, I get cold really easy, and when you drink you're body thinks it feels hot, and your blood vessels open up to let off the heat, which isn't really there, so it cools you when you're not hot, making your normal body temperature go down instead of a hot temperature go to normal. Then I shake because I'm cold. Just shivering, that's all that it is.

This imaginary music is driving me fucking nuts.

I want to be done, I want to be out. I'm not quite sure what I want to be doing instead, but just not this. All this shit. I hate it. I don't want to be stuck anywhere, I want to do what I want. I guess that's what everyone wants, but, as in Ethan Frome, "only the smart ones get away."

I hope I'm one of the smart ones.
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spinder

11-28-05 12:14am

If you can show in an expiriment that its just being cold - I'll stop freaking out.

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1010101

11-28-05 6:28pm

Hey, I saw you at meijer on Sunday, I would have said hello, but you looked rather busy and I didn't want to jump in front of a customer to say hi (and I tried catching your eye, but that wasn't working either...). Chances are I'm going to be working there over christmas vacation anyway though, so I'll probably see you then ^_^.

Just hang in there though, be patient, you don't have much further to go in high school, and once that's done things become a whole lot more interesting...

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Tabletop

11-29-05 8:18pm

I learned from Stewie, on Family Guy, that your blood vessels actually constrict, and that is what makes you cold.
I don't know if it's the same with cigars, but I've noticed that I often get poor circulation in my hands while smoking.

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