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| toki (profile) wrote, on 1-3-2006 at 1:23am | |
Today was possibly one of the most frustrating, tiring days ever. I just want to sleep. That is all. I think I was being moody to Ryan on the phone. I feel bad now. Today my mom told me how my bird died that she replaced when I was in 4th grade. My parents set off these lice bombs to kill all the lice in the house, because everybody had it really bad. We then went to Pennslyvania for a week. They forgot to get the bird out of the house. My mom, knowing it wouldn't survive, made all us kids wait in the car when we got home. She went upstairs and that found my bird, Daisy May, had exploded. She was "all over my room, stuck to the walls". My mom cleaned her up before I got a chance to go back in the house and went out and bought a new one. I kept that bird for another year. I LOVED that bird, but I never understood why it was all of a sudden acting so mean towards me. I feel so stupid for loving a bird that wasn't even mine. I'm so fucking blind. I was back then and I am now. I want things to stay the same soo badly that I don't even notice when it's something completly different. And that bascially describes how I feel about everything right about now. Edit:: The more I look at my class schedule, the more I'm dreading it. I have to take the 5:00 train. And that's not going to be fun. I don't know. It's a bad schedule. The classes I'm taking are stupid. I don't know why I thought it was a good idea. I fucking quit. I can't do it. nope. I need to talk to someone. I'm driving myself crazy. Not just school. Everything. Where is everybody right now? Edit 2:: I've come to the conclusion that I shouldn't be complaining. Nothing's that bad. Right? Right. Mmmkay. Hks.flhsklghdfig;o,s;kfjshdfip,vnsddl |
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mudpiegrl | 01-06-06 3:24am hey, we'll have to compare schedules. maybe we can do lunch...or ride the train home together! :) |