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| mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 1-15-2006 at 3:19pm | |
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| last night i spent the night at patrices, which i know i've written about in here. it's always an awakening/realisation/relaxation/hope refiller. patrice is just great. i love her so much. we discussed how awful it'd be to be stuck in a college campus with only college kids. we discussed moving downtown together. it'd be loads of fun and we could get along and stuff, as proved by our week at ryans. it's sad. i realised that if i wanted to stop hanging out with justin and zak, id be left with kristen and patrice, which i dont mind. but it'd mostly be kristen, who i also love, but when it's only two of you, it's your ideas just bounced back and forth and no reformation after a while because you tend to adjust just to each other. it happend with jen and i kinda hate it. and there's patrice, but her and i have the same issue. she hates when ryans not around cuz it's like she's invading my space, which it doesnt feel like at all, but it's the same with me. i'd feel badly cuz i always feel like ryan doesnt want me around, even though i've been told otherwise. i suppose it's a self-esteem issue, but everyone has those, right? i talked to some friends from grade school recently. it makes me really glad i stopped hanging out with them. some of them are so shallow and others conceited and others so confused with themselves that they dont know which way to walk to their bed when it's right in front of them. i suppose im the same way though. i know i can be egotistical and forceful and controlling and shallow and evil and soulless...but at the same time i know i cant be so awful because people still talk to me...im sure they arent that desperate. so thanks for putting up with me, guys. im going to hang out with the buttface and ryan now. we're going shoe shopping! woo! g'day, then! |
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loserxdork | 01-16-06 1:36pm A lot of colleges wont let Freshmans stay off campus. |
mudpiegrl | Re:, 01-16-06 8:54pm columbia is in the middle of downtown chicago, so it's more of a commuter school because there are soo many opportunities to live in chicago without taking advantage of the dorms. im relaly glad for that; dorms are dirty. |
loserxdork | Re: Re:, 01-17-06 11:54am Haha, oh. Thats good. I'm not living in a dorm because the colleges that I'm possibly going to be going to don't have dorms but I'm going to move out on my own, with my boyfriend, or with a few friends. Good luck =) |