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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 2-23-2006 at 5:50am | |
| last night sucked. i can't sleep and i can't find any reason to get out of bed... i can't even look at me ceiling without crying... i'm so weak... so pathetic... i don't want to be like this... everything about me is digusting right now... i feel so... detached... i kept waking up, but my dreams were happy... at least, superficially happy... which is fine i guess... but my head hurts and i didn't know what i should do... i still don't know what i should do... i hate my life and i just want it to fucking end... 'i didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you...' love, amelia p.s. if you still can't figure it out. we broke up... this is no more us, just me, just him... the end. |
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angel_bob | 02-23-06 9:07am I'm sorry, darling. Was there any reason? How long were y'all together?
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godessalthena | Re:, 02-23-06 9:27am distance. we're different people... we don't want to have to make the other give up what they want... we were together for fifteen months and ten days. |
oceanchild | 02-23-06 1:50pm I'm so sorry, Amelia.
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rorin | 02-23-06 10:18pm It'll be okay. You know I'm always here for you, dear. I love you so much. If you ever need to talk without judgement or feedback, or if you do want a little advice, maybe someone just to listen, you can hunt me down and I'll be happy to.
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rorin | 02-23-06 10:19pm PS: Don't die. |
independenttruckergrl | 02-23-06 11:49pm I love you, if you need anything, even just a shoulder to cry on.. I'll be around.
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lillypad | 02-24-06 12:59am 5 lbs. of gummy worms!!!!!!
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