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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 3-19-2006 at 9:29am
i don't know what to do and i feel horrible.
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lillypad

03-19-06 12:32pm

oh, sweety pie! don't!
if it's that big of a deal to you, talk to everyone involved!

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godessalthena

Re:, 03-19-06 12:34pm

what do you think i feel horrible about..?

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lillypad

Re: Re:, 03-19-06 12:41pm

oh...what do you feel horrible about?


you feel too many bad things all at once...

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 12:43pm

mostly jeremiah. and myself... accutally mostly myself.

what do you mean? did you talk to my mom?

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 12:44pm

no.

why do you feel horrible?

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 12:46pm

because i'm a bad person. i'm worthless. i don't deserve to be alive...

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 12:48pm

you know that's not true, why are you saying it?
what made you feel that way?

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 12:50pm

i just feel it right now, no real reason...
i just don't feel happy... i feel like crying.

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 12:56pm

listen to hellogoodbye. and eat candy.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 1:02pm

i am and it isn't helping. if anything i just want to cry more.

i'm sorry.
i just hate everything i am and was and will be right now...

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 1:10pm

i love you.


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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 1:10pm

i love you, too. not that it means that much...

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 1:12pm

it does.
it means i'm never lonely.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 1:15pm

lucky you..... i'm sorry...
I'm going to go, i guess... and try to feel better... not that i really... whatever...

i'll see you tomorrow right?
it's only ten-ten... time's going by so slowly...

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-19-06 1:27pm

6:55
damn, i still have to go to that concert.

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