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rayray (profile) wrote,
on 3-22-2006 at 11:26pm
Music: *you're beautiful - james blunt*
Subject: *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
I hate being alone. I hate it more than anything. I hate sleeping alone. I hate being in my bed alone. Everytime I lay their alone, I feel like crying. He's supposed to hold me when I sleep. He's supposed to be there. He's supposed to take care of me when I'm sick. But he's at work when I sleep. He was with his daughter today, and I was here sick. I have always told him to put his daughter first. But when he does, I get jealous. How fucking retarded is that?

Now that I have admitted I tend to get jealous of his daughter, onto other things.

I'm sick.

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pjlmaster

03-23-06 12:57am

*makes you unsick*

anything?

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rayray

Re:, 03-23-06 10:42am

Eh. But I do feel better than I did when I fell asleep last night.

My stomach still hurts a little bit, and my body still aches. But my headache is gone. And my throat isnt as sore.

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pjlmaster

Re: Re:, 03-23-06 10:51am

the sore throat is always the worst part for me :(

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rayray

Re: Re: Re:, 03-23-06 11:11am

My headache came back. But I think thats because my mom called me and she's freaking out and crying and wanting to drink and whatnot.. PSYCHO!

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skife

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-23-06 11:14am

why was your mom freaking out and crying?

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rayray

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-23-06 11:21am

because her and jim are over or some shit like that..

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keltoesx

03-23-06 4:39pm

dude, I'm the same way about the jealousy thing. Not that Matt has a kid or anything but I'll tell him to go hang out with his friends but then I get jealous. It's stupid but there's not much you can do about it other than not let it affect your relationship. I learned that one the hard way.

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rayray

Re:, 03-23-06 7:21pm

Mike's back on his calling me just after he leaves or when i leave, to see if i miss him yet.. its cute.. he had his daughter call me to see if i missed him yet.. lol

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