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| .j.e.s.s. (profile) wrote, on 3-23-2006 at 10:19pm | |
| Subject: I've been gone for far too long, I want to come home |
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| Well, to put it lightly, I haven't felt this dejected, irascible, neurotic, and disoriented in so long. Honestly. I have decided I am going to play piano in the talent show. Please don't laugh at me. I feel like since I hate and have hated high school so much that this will be a good way to end it. It might and hopefully will be a "happy" memory to leave school with. I guess. And I don't know I just feel like my body is in 12 different places at once. I'm not all here and I can't stop biting my nails which I know is just gross and that is so not like me and when I develop a new bad habit, I know something is really wrong with me. I feel so full like I need to pour everything out. I thought I did last night with that little breakdown but I guess I just filled right up again. In the worst way. I guess that's it. Jess. |
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lynds4090 | 03-25-06 9:24pm i can't wait until i can hear you play the piano... i'm glad you are doing it |
.j.e.s.s. | Re:, 03-26-06 1:13am thanks linds that means a lot. |