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| jennapie (profile) wrote, on 3-23-2006 at 10:40pm | |
| ugh, honestly, how can people judge you when they don't even know you? It drives me crazy, I know I gossip and everyone else knows that they do too, but honestly! what the heck!! Is there really a point? It not only makes us look bad by showing how immature we really are, only focusing on what we see on the outside of people, but just think about some of the things that we say, and think if those things got back to the person you were talking about?! How bad would you feel? Unless you're heartless and you wouldn't feel bad, then whatever, you wouldn't care, but for all of those people who arn't Satan, wouldn't you feel terrible!? Especially if later you found out what an amazing person that you just put down was, or found something out about them that made you suddenly know why they are the way that they are, and what if it isn't their fault! Seriously! I feel like such crap right now, because someone judged me when they didn't know me, and honestly, it isn't a good feeling, I actually feel very bad and ashamed of myself. and I SHOULDN'T feel that way! But I do, and I don't even know this person and they don't know me, but anyway, I feel like a big let down and an embarassment. Well whatever, I guess I'll have to work on that, cuz I do feel bad and I want to change, so starting now, I'm done. AND, just like swearing, I'm not talking bad about people either, I'll keep my thoughts to myself, or block out the bad thoughts entirely, I can do it, just watch me! ugh, oh my goodness, why do people have to be so immature! And talk about things that they don't understand! I don't get it! From now on, I'm going to live up to my full potential, and not waste my time doing idiotic things that have no point or meaning in my life what-so-ever! I am through with it all. If it makes me feel this way, someone with a relatively high self esteem, then just imagine what it must do to others. I honestly feel like crap, and kinda like puking. well, I'm going to go wallow in self-pity now. Everyone else, enjoy your night! ugh again! why am I crying?!?! |
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gangles | 03-24-06 9:57am hey babe, dont be sad because others are stupid, you have nothing to be "ashamed" of. you are the most wonderful person i have ever met. period. and I love you sooooooo much. You are soo awsome you actually make ME a better peson, who'd a thunk it, me a better person, huh!. lol. and as for dumb people, consider it taken care of as of saturday night. :) he's gonna get his. I promise.
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jennapie | Re:, 03-24-06 6:58pm Jake, I know that you think so, but I just think it's stupid that people who don't even know me can make assumptions about me based on the way I look. I don't know, don't do anything to him, honest, maybe that was just the final push I needed. Maybe one day, I'll actually thank him. Who knows. But for real, just let it go, it's no big deal. Some people just need to grow up. I'll survive. |