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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 4-3-2006 at 4:49pm | |
| Music: Frou Frou - It's Good To Be In Love Subject: I don't know where to start... |
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| I'm moving for reals! How exciting, huh? I'm totally going to be an adult and living with a stranger in a small, enclosed space in a strange town where my current boyfriend and ex boyfriend will be living! And my friendy friend Brittany! And I'll eat sushi and bake cakes at Kirk's brother's appartment! And go to the mall and maybe have a job and all that really exciting college student stuff! And everything will be nice because my parents won't always be bugging me about everything that's wrong with me! And I won't have to deal with stupid high school crap! That's the best part. So it looks like I'll be in Haggett Hall if everything goes according to plan... And if not my second choice was McCarty, which should be okay. Then I asked for Terry if I don't get the other two... I'm nervous about staying in the dorms because Kirk and Kirk's mom both say that the dorms are just one big mass of drunks and druggies and that really frightens me... I don't want to have to deal with that... So I asked for a quiet floor so all the drunks and druggies do that crap with their doors closed so I don't have to see it. Now I just hope my room mate doesn't drink and everything will be peachy. I'm half excited, half scared to move and be "on my own." I don't know if I'm really ready to grow up like that. I don't even know if I want to do any of this... But I've wanted to go to college for so long that if I don't my whole life will have been in vain. A waste of my time... But I don't know what it's going to be like and I'm afraid that I will be disillusioned with the whole spiel. I don't want to be disappointed... I'm so scared to grow up already that I don't want to get there finally and find out it sucks as much as I thought it would... That would be aweful... In other news, my birthday is in nine days. And I have no idea what I want because I don't watch movies, my sister has all the cd's I want, I don't have time to read, I don't draw anymore, I have a journal for when my current one gets filled... All I really need is socks and panties. I love clothing, but I should be the one who buys that kind of thing... I'm so boring! What do normal people want for their birthdays? DVD's and CD's and that kind of stuff... I need some new earrings that are stainless steel because everything else makes my ears burn and itch... I guess I could just ask for good times, happy times... Before I move away... Things you think I'd like. Anything with thought behind it is wonderful because it makes me feel like you really love me. Even if I didn't ask for it or really want it, if you thought I would love it, I will. Anything from the heart should be cherished... 'i wish i could count to ten and make everything wonderful again...' love, amelia |
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angel_bob | 04-03-06 9:23pm So you going to the U of Washington? Is it a good school? Is it big? How far away from home?
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godessalthena | Re:, 04-03-06 11:46pm Yup, it's a really big school. It's huge... 300 miles away. It's one of the best schools in Washington. |
lala | 04-04-06 10:25am If you decide to want kingdom hearts, I'll play it with you...
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| lala | Re:, 04-04-06 10:25am p.s. this is totally brooke....not laurel. |