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| moomoo (profile) wrote, on 5-31-2006 at 9:48pm | |
| Lately everything in my life seems to be crazy. I made some bad decisions, which were completely all my fault so I have no one to blame but myself. I feel like I'm in this down wind spiral and I keep hurting other people on the way. I feel like a horrible person. I feel very used and I'm basically just irritated with my life. I should be happy right now I'm graduating tomorrow. But instead I keep thinking about how much I have fucked so much up in such a little bit of time. I just wish there was some kind of sign to tell me what to do. So today I found one and I called the college and I am going away for college. I go for orientation in July and then I leave in August for 2 years. Then after that I'm not sure where I am going to live. My mom is extremely mad at me for leaving. I know some of my friends will be 2. But I need to start over, build myself I new reputation. I want to start over so bad and I wish I could go back in time, but the truth is you cant. So I think going some where new will be a good thing and Tasha will be there with me. | |
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Valoth | 06-01-06 12:15am Kinda drastic isnt it? I mean cmon. Besides werent you gonna start that new job? |
eddy | 06-01-06 12:36am Did something happen, Mindy? =( |
pjlmaster | 06-01-06 12:52am just like i tell the rest of my friends, im here if you need something to bitch at |
allxforxyou | 06-01-06 8:15am you dont know me but starting over is always a good thing .
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| Anonymous | 06-01-06 10:04am Hi this is mom, I'm not mad... I admire you very much...This is what you want, then go for it....Life is tough enough without a bunch of regrets, I know because I have a mountain of them....So I raised a independent women with a mind of her own....Good my job was done correctly... Be happy at graduation...Love ya |
skife | 06-01-06 6:37pm props on graduating, i couldn't do it, I dropped out.
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