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rayray (profile) wrote,
on 6-6-2006 at 12:44am
Current mood: *touched*
Music: *Collide - Howie Day*
Subject: *its moments like these that make me want to live forever*
We're laying in bed, cuddled together, and he turns my head so im looking at him, as he caresses my cheek, he says to me "Babe, Im really sorry that I can't afford to get you anything for your birthday, I promise I will make it up to you" and then he kissed my forehead. I was speechless, and of course because Im a big sap, I got tears in my eyes. And before they had a chance to fall, he kissed me on the lips and told me that he didnt want me to cry because it would break his heart. And thats when I told him that I don't need gifts, he doesn't have to spend money on me, that all I want is him, all I need is him.

In that moment, we grew closer together.

Thursday, I am spending the day with Michael. It's just going to be us. Thats all I want. I don't want presents. I don't want anything, but to spend the day with him. I know that I spend everyday with him. But this day especially, means a lot. For the first time EVER, I have had a boyfriend for Christmas, Valentines Day, his birthday and now mine. We've been together for 7 months and 6 days. For those of you that don't realize, this is my longest relationship. He's my first true love. I have shared more with him, than with anyone else. And I don't want to share what I have shared with him, with anyone else. He's the love of my life. He's my entire world. And without him, I am not me. He helps me to be a stronger person. I would do anything to make him happy.
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pjlmaster

06-06-06 1:48am

have a great day if i dont get to wish you a happy b-day on thursday

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brianna

06-06-06 9:11am

Wow. That is beautiful. It is the moments like that that are so incredibly precious. Happy birthday if I don't get to tell you on Thursday and, as stupid as this sounds, congratulations on finding someone whom you love as much and like that.

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rayray

Re:, 06-06-06 2:07pm

Thank you.

I can't imagine life without him again.. I don't want to. When I try, it's all a blur.

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