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| impersonality (profile) wrote, on 9-10-2006 at 9:30pm | |
| Current mood: sad Music: [The Music] + [Breakin'] |
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| My self esteem is very low right now. And I guess reading Shojobeat doesn't help. All is does is remind me of what I'll never have, who I'll never be, what I'll never be able to expirience... It's not very good for me ): I think, a lot of times, I, well, not just myself but everyone-we'd be much happier not knowing. Ignorance is bliss, they say. I'd be much bertter off not knowing what i'm missing, but I think curiosty would have something to say about that. It's like an addictive psychological masichism! :/ It's just really depressing. I felt that way in Japan, too. But since we're talking cliches here, I should probably mention that the grass is always greener, but sometimes I feel like all mine died. I'll probably feel better in the morning though. | |
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godessalthena | 09-10-06 10:20pm how do you know you'll never experience those things?
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