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m&ms487 (profile) wrote,
on 10-26-2006 at 6:54pm
Sometimes I can just feel this pressure well up inside of me, encompassing my heart. I get cold, and shiver, even when the air is warm. My eyes well up with moisture, ready to burst at any moment. The back of my throat aches with every beat of my heart. I become despondant, distant, a type of concentrated deliriousness. My lips become dry, a shiver runs through my shoulders. The hair that fell in front of my face remains unmoved.

I stare at the screen, or some other distant or imaginary object. I can't think of anything else.

What is this feeling?
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angel_bob

10-26-06 8:24pm

Depression.

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1010101

10-26-06 10:10pm

Hmm, whatever it is, it doesn't sound particularly healthy...
...I might have to agree with Rachel though.

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wraith6699

10-27-06 8:46am

i call it depression anyway

i get that feeling whenever i realize how much all my friends and i have changed since graduation

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phil-himself

Re:, 10-27-06 9:07am

I get that feeling when I have to take a number 2

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Anonymous

normal, 10-28-06 2:04am

The feeling is that of being normal. You are normal - not average, never average. Who would want to be average? It is so inferior. Have faith in the fact that you will find what you need. Stop worrying about what you are feeling - just feel it - let the tears fall, the laughter raise you up, and the clowns entertain you - for there are many clowns among us. Be passionate and compassionate. There is nothing wrong with you. The world is spinning at an inappropriate angle.

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m&ms487

Re: normal, 10-28-06 12:59pm

Thank you.

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sugarjackj

10-29-06 2:11pm

Bad Music.

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m&ms487

Re:, 10-29-06 10:34pm

Speaking of...I went and watched the french horn choir concert today. It was pretty awesome, except not.



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