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| andrealee (profile) wrote, on 12-30-2006 at 3:39pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: Blue and Yellow - The Used Subject: My Day..... w-o-o-o **rolls eyes** |
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| my morning started around 4 a.m. when i woke up, rolled over, and realized that i still had an hour and a half until i really had to get up for work. i dont know, i guess for some reason i didnt think that the TWO alarms that i set would go off. so i would fall asleep for, i kid you not, 15 minutes and wake up again... i hate it when i do that. but i guess that its not something that will change. whatever. so then i go to work and my shift starts at 6.30 but of course i am there 15 minutes early. it went well, today... keeps me busy and i like my job. i should just live at the hospital.... i will admit myself into the nursing home at a young age.... or just make something happen that will cause me to be in the hospital for a long time.... OR, live in the rafters. my day did go fast though so thats good, i assume or know - havent figured that out yet. and i look forward to going back tomorrow. well, today was martha's day back. shes my favorite. pray for her... she just lost her husband of 29 years on December 14 and, obviously, its not going that well. its so hard to know what to say.... and of course i get emotional when talking with her for two reasons: 1) I have been really downthe last few days, so it doesnt really take anything to get me sad and on the verge of crying. 2) I cant imagine losing someone that i have been married to for 29 years. I cant even begin to tell you how psychoticly morose i would become if Justin died.... and we arent even close to being married or together for 1 year. well, then i got out of work at 3.00 but i stayed to talk to martha for a bit. i drove to where there is a lan party and met Justin there... went in, talked and left. he was supposed to come over tonight but i told him not to worry about it. it doesnt matter anyways. might as well, stay where hes at and be happy than coming over here. and i guess he called a girl to meet him there. Krista. shes a nice girl. and i dont feel threatened by her.... i just dont know what to think. on my first 'date' with justin he invited her... and then she just kinda shows up where he is.... or we show up at her house. i dont know whats going on. i do like krista, again, she is nice.... i just feel betrayed. by justin oh well, what do you do. nothing. exactly nothing. except for expect the worse... that way im not as let down. |
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| Anonymous | 12-31-06 12:36am i love u andrea |
andrealee | Re:, 12-31-06 4:53pm Justin? |
| Anonymous | 01-02-07 5:18pm Hmm |