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2007 15 February :: 10.04 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: pepper - no control
stupid wench
I am so angry!
My mom is such a boob!
And I wanna die... or have her... whatever one would be good.
AUGH!!!! this is soooo gay!!!!
In other news... yeah, my stupid ass piece of shit car just stole another 400.36 outta my pocket... NOT that I gave an concent to have it fixed or anything so I dont feel that I should have to pay for it.
I am gonna look into the law and see if I can sue my family for it. Cuz thats complete bullshit. My whole damn life is bullshit!
Everthing is B~U~L~L~S~H~I~T!!!!
WHAT NOW!!!!!!!!!
love me
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2007 2 February :: 8.50 am
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Your Touch - The Black Keys
Recent Things
This morning I got a phone call, I could have guessed that I would, and it was none other than my boss! -oh really... no surprise- Today was supposed to be my day off but she needs me to come in from 11-7.30.
YOU KNOW FREAKIN WHAT!?!?!?!?
I am supposed to be a casual worker, one who gets less than part time hours a week. Todays hours give me 52 hours. That is B.S.! I frequently work more than 20 hours cuz the ppl I work with are so damn lazy and decide to make our boss find me so I will work for them. DOUCHE BAGS! I dont have to take the hours but if I dont ppl are all like, "Well, I figured that I would ask you to cover my shift cuz I know that you want hours."
I NEVER TOLD ANYONE THAT! so freaking quit trying to pull this guilt trip shit! -augh!-
Yesterday was my brothers birthday... he turned 16! awww, hes growing up! I feel like our ages are closer together than they used to be when we were children.
I got my hotel reserved for the ROCKstarTaste of Chaos Tour! yeah... and holy gee, I need to go and see who won contest to open for The Used. Im hoping Paxton won... they deserve it cuz I said so. =D
HAHAH, so I am listening to Drive105 and this (stupid) lady is talking with the DJ cuz she want Nirvana tickets, so Im sitting here thinking to myself 'how is she, or anyone for that matter, gonna be able to go to a Nirvana concert' and the DJ is all like, "are you serious" and she was. This lady really wanted to go to a Nirvana concert. HAHA... so the DJ just lays it on her, "Curt Kobain has been dead for quite a few years" and she was all like "WHAT!?!?!? REALLY!?!?!"
I busted up laughing... OMG that was classic! stupid ppl crack me up!!! oh that was great. you all shoulda been there....
Well, I think thats it... but Im not sure... either way Im gonna go.
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2007 11 January :: 8.38 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: The Taste Of Ink - The Used
THE USED
I am going to The Used concert!!!!!
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2007 7 January :: 8.30 pm
:: Mood: fooney mood
:: Music: I Caught Fire - The Used
Today...
Well, today i got up and got ready for church...
It was an excellent service!
Then i went to see charlottes web... it was alright. and the popcorn was also excellent!
...Then i came home and finished my myspace thing.
Played yahtzee with the family
And now i am getting angry cuz my phone is posessed!
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2007 4 January :: 9.20 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: stupid nutrisystem commercial
an entry
Dangit!!!!
I accidentally deleted and entry when i wanted to update it....
Im angry... and tired...
Good~Night
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2007 2 January :: 10.37 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Keane - Nothing In My Way
UFO's..... =O
There have been 4 actual documented sightings for UFO's in Burnett County -- well, 4 stories with different sighting in each story. Which, in a way, doesnt surprise me cuz some people around here are kinda loopy.
My own opinion: I think that UFOs are a bunch of bunk.
But, i know that there are UFO CrAzZzY people out there.... so i guess that i am just doing this for funn. **sarcastic "whoooo"** - and cuz im bored. lol. *stupid grin*
Lets start with the earliest one:
The year was 1999(winter), and the town was Danbury. Got it? k... this guy named Joe S. has a cabin with his grandpa in the woods and they were watcing the deer, through the kitchen window, feed outside. AND ALL OF A SUDDEN - anyone could have guessed that - the deer just bolted. Joe's grandpa starts yelling "there they are". Mind you its dusk, not dark, and they see lights flashing from one color to the next. then it just flew away.
There were also two more sightings by this person between April and June of 2000. One time it was just dark and the lights were moving but the object was staying stationary. The other time it was around 1.30-2 am, again lights and i took off at a speed that was "ridiculous" says Joe and "eerie".
Second documented:
The day was November 29 2003, the town was Siren. The source of this incident was the National UFO Reporting Center. Around 11.10 pm they were outside to get the mail and saw an object changing colors and moving up and down really fast south/east of Siren. They described it to be a disk shape that was bright blue, red, and green. It apparently would move really fast, as already described, and then would just stay in one spot. It also had windows? How they could see that is beyond me. But, hey, whatever makes then cream.
Third documented:
The day was November 30 2003, the town was Siren, and of course the source of this incident is the National UFO Reporting Center. If you havent already guessed it, the same thing happened two nights in a row. Again they had said that it was south/east of Siren, moved quickly and then hovered in the same area for a while. But this time it also faded and then all of a sudden was a bright blue, white and red. Strangly, though, they said that the night before they had seen two and tonight was only one. BUT, i wonder, that if they saw two the night before, why wasnt that in the report? I mean, obviously, thats important information.
NOTE: they just figured that it was the star, Sirius.
MY NOTE: you stupid ppl.... i think that there is a difference between a STAR and i big disk that hovers and moves fast and is bright blue, white, green, red and has WINDOWS!
Fourth documented:
The day was December 17th 2003, the town was good 'ol Grantsburg, and the source is Ted Wistrom and Heather Berrard. They were traveling on hwy. 48/87 around 5 p.m. when the saw a hovering craft go down 48/87 to the Bible Camp and then cross over the hwy. and just stay about 50-100 feet above the ground in a field. Ted described (vowed) it as being no more than 20 feet in diameter and moving about 30 mph. He explains that the craft was not big enough to carry people, but admits that was dark so it was hard to exactly tell. Ted and Heather say that they werent the only ones who saw it because the vehicle in front, and two behind, them slowed down to observe this unidentified flying object that the law enforcement and Department of Natural Resources couldnt even uncover or explain what this couple had seen.
Ted had planned on turning to get on county road O but decided to just follow this object. He recalls that it didnt barely make any noise, even for being so close to the ground. He also described that it had propulsion units that were "tilted toward the ground, like thats what was holding them up."
He said that there were (4)rectangular orange lights that appeared to be, at most, 2.5 feet high and span the back of the craft. But when the craft was hovering above the field, the center left light went blue and the center right one was blinking white. Then, it just disappeared.
Ted apologized for not being able to give a complete description because Heather and him only saw the underneath and back side.
My experiance... well, i didnt have one. but i heard from someone, whose name i will not mention, that they seen a craft on county road D, by the Crex Meadows center, and couldnt believe their eyes. I believe that they said it had blue lights on it and then that one also vanished - obviously.
Well, for those of you that get all pumped up about this stuff, heres something more to tickle your fancy:
Sylvia Browne, world renown psychic, believes in 'extraterrestrials' too, as she has talked to a tall one and knows what they look like. The one that she talked with, again was tall, and comes from planet PX41, which is located outside of the Andromeda galaxy.
Her grandma Ada once ecountered one and described him as being all dressed up in silver clothing. This alien was tall and appeared normal looking. Apparently aliens do look like humans, so they do go undetected by us - says, Francine, Sylvia's spirit guide.
There is also some sort of (dumb) book that she has written - she has written many - that says that aliens will come out and show themselves around the year 2014 to help us build domes. (?)
Yeah, i think this is all crazy stuff but i know that buttloads of people get a kick out of it.
It is now time for me to do a bit more research, i saw on something that there is proof in the Bible of aliens or something like that... so i am going to check into it.... as i am 99.9% sure thats a bunch of bunk also.
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2006 31 December :: 3.45 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: In Your Eyes - Peter Gabriel
Today Again...
Well, today went well as usual - with who i was working with. I got to eat a good breakfast and lunch... and got all the work done ahead of schedule. yep, good day.
I'm pretty excited cuz i get to go out tonight.... lan party. that will be fun. i love playing Call Of Duty 2!!! even though i lead justin on to think that i dont. I just suck really bad and dont like having him see me lose. oh well.
Gosh, im tired. You know what i dont like. so i got my job back and everyone just assumes that i want all there hours. i mean, yeah i do want hours. but ppl are all like, "i heard that you are searching for hours, do you want to take my: A1, A2, Float.... on such and such date?" and i am all like "no thank you" for one of three reasons:
1) I have something
planned that day.
2) I am not
qualified for the
job they want me
to work - Float
3) I just dont
want to.
And then they pull this, "I just thought that you would really want it cuz everyone says that you are looking for hours."
But here i am, the nice girl, and just apologize to them. when in actuality i want to say, "Well, i didnt tell everyone that i was looking for hours. And even if i had, I WOULD LOOK FOR HOURS, not have ppl search for me and just assume that i am gonna take their days. I plan things out on my days off, so I shouldnt be expected to just drop everything and come in. Its my day off, deal with it!"
Then, in my world, they would take it like it was a (very) well thought out answer and carry on with their own business. to bad this isnt my world.
Well, i need to go get some meds and hopefully (i hate that word, i just couldnt think of another) carry on with the rest of my day - the LAN!!!
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2006 30 December :: 3.39 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Blue and Yellow - The Used
My Day..... w-o-o-o **rolls eyes**
my morning started around 4 a.m. when i woke up, rolled over, and realized that i still had an hour and a half until i really had to get up for work. i dont know, i guess for some reason i didnt think that the TWO alarms that i set would go off. so i would fall asleep for, i kid you not, 15 minutes and wake up again... i hate it when i do that. but i guess that its not something that will change. whatever.
so then i go to work and my shift starts at 6.30 but of course i am there 15 minutes early. it went well, today... keeps me busy and i like my job. i should just live at the hospital.... i will admit myself into the nursing home at a young age.... or just make something happen that will cause me to be in the hospital for a long time.... OR, live in the rafters. my day did go fast though so thats good, i assume or know - havent figured that out yet. and i look forward to going back tomorrow.
well, today was martha's day back. shes my favorite. pray for her... she just lost her husband of 29 years on December 14 and, obviously, its not going that well. its so hard to know what to say.... and of course i get emotional when talking with her for two reasons:
1) I have been really
downthe last few days,
so it doesnt really take
anything to get me sad
and on the verge of
crying.
2) I cant imagine losing
someone that i have
been married to for 29
years. I cant even begin
to tell you how psychoticly
morose i would become
if Justin died.... and we
arent even close to being
married or together for
1 year.
well, then i got out of work at 3.00 but i stayed to talk to martha for a bit. i drove to where there is a lan party and met Justin there... went in, talked and left. he was supposed to come over tonight but i told him not to worry about it. it doesnt matter anyways. might as well, stay where hes at and be happy than coming over here. and i guess he called a girl to meet him there. Krista. shes a nice girl. and i dont feel threatened by her.... i just dont know what to think. on my first 'date' with justin he invited her... and then she just kinda shows up where he is.... or we show up at her house. i dont know whats going on. i do like krista, again, she is nice....
i just feel betrayed.
by justin
oh well, what do you do.
nothing.
exactly nothing.
except for expect the worse...
that way im not as let down.
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2006 28 November :: 8.46 pm
I Am So Bored
blah blah blah......................
*smiles*
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2006 12 June :: 9.34 am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Do It For Me Now - Angels and Airwaves
June 11th... yeah, yesterday
Yesterday was so awesome! I went into work and the only reason that it kicked was cuz I worked with Keets! It was like getting paid to hang out with her for 8.5 hours. I LOVE to work with her. Shes the greatest! and then it doesnt feel like work. you know? I work with her this next weekend too, both days AGAIN! YESSS!
So yeah, went home and waited for Justin to get off work and call me... He asked if I wanted to go to a movie ( Cars ) and if I could go to a concert with him today - which, by the way, is at my church... Abundant Life of North Branch... yeah, pretty much the sweetest place to be in the entire world cuz its so alternative and great!
Anywhooo... so I told him that I couldnt go to the concert because I have to work and I would have to see about the movie.
So we talked online and decided that we were going to go to the 8.40 movie. SWEETNESS!!! yeah, so I thought that I had all this time to get ready, but I had to run into town 3 times and I was worried about not being able to change and fix my make up and all that girly stuff. The first time that we ran in was to go to the grocery story cuz we had to buy sugar. The second time was to go to Faith Lutheran to give some chick a bridal gift. And the third time was because my mom wanted me to go get ice cream sundaes... DUDE... I was so freaked out cuz I had to run to the bank and then wait in line and then order 4 things at the Cozy Kitchen and they arent exactly fast about things. But I told the lady that I was in a hurry so she hopped to it =).
Yeah, I had like 15 minutes to get ready! Good thing Im a pro at makeup - sometimes I wonder if I should go to college for cosmetology instead of automotive.
The movie KICKED majorly! I swear there wasnt a dull moment! I laughed through the whole darn thing! And poor Justin, he was tired... but I think that he still enjoyed the movie...
I had a great time! Gosh, Justin is SOOOOOO nice to me! I didnt know that there were actually boys out there that treat girls perfectly. You only really see that kinda stuff in the movies. I am SOOO lucky! And it makes me wanna smile all day just so people will ask me why Im so happy. =) =) =)
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2006 4 June :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: I caught fire (in your eyes) - The Used
I hate it when people tell me things that
I should be so sure of. And then I believe
them... and then I'm let down.
So yeah, this kinda sucks cuz my friend, Justin, is in baseball
-and I dont know ANYTHING really about baseball-
so I figured that I would try and learn about it to help
build our friendship. You know, so we could learn from
each other and all that stuff that is supposed to be fun
and looked forward to. But apparently, my attempts to make
a better friendship didnt work. I feel kinda let down cuz I'm
trying and he got annoyed. I dont know, maybe he just had a
bad day. Or maybe he just doesnt want to be friends. I
dont know. One thing Im sure of is that I am not gonna get
all cranky back cuz I know that it wont help. I'll continue
to care about him and be nice even when I dont get it back.
verse of the day - Proverbs 1:8-18
"Listen, my son, to your father's instruction and do not forsake your mother's teaching. They will be a garland to grace your head and a chain to adorn your neck.
My son, if sinners entice you, do not give in to them.
If they say, "Come along with us; let's lie in wait for someone's blood, let's waylay some harmless soul;
let's swallow them alive, like the grave, and whole, like those who go down to the pit;
we will get all sorts of valuable things and fill our houses with plunder;
throw in your lot with us, and we will share a common purse -- my son, do not go along with them, do not set foot on their paths;
for their feet rush into sin, they are swift to shed blood.
How useless to spread a net in full view of all the birds!
These men lie in wait for their own blood; they waylay only themselves!"
That one is for someone who means something to me. I just dont want to see that person trying to fit in better by going out and drinking with people. That person has a divine calling and I dont want anything to detract from that.
And heres one for me - Proverbs 22:1-2
"A good name is more desirable than great riches; to be esteemed is better than silver or gold.
Rich and poor have this in common: The Lord is the Maker of them all."
I know for a fact that I used to spend more time on having the most expensive clothes and best things than working on how I would present my personality to people. Eventually I noticed that with my high fashion life I came off as more snobby than what I really am. To those I put down, Im sorry. Honestly, I am.
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2006 2 June :: 11.23 am
:: Mood: Exhausted & Excited
:: Music: Under Pressure - The Used & My Chemical Romance
Random?
Yay... Another New Journal!... I think this is my 4th one. haha...
I have a livejournal, a xanga, and 2 woohu journals. I really like woohu so I decided to make this one. My other woohu is username _iggy_
So anywhoooos... Im super excited cuz I am in the Miss Grantsburg Pageant TOMORROW!!! YESSSS!!! Its gonna be great =)
And Im also super exhausted cuz I have had FULL PRACTICES every day... and we also had a few days of 95 degree whether, so I am clinically dehydrated. I better drink lots of water by tomorrow so I dont pass out on stage. That would BLOW!!!
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