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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 2-28-2007 at 11:21pm | |
| sometimes i wish i could just forget my life and start over again. it's so hard to be happy knowing what i've done and knowing what i will do again. i don't want to be a bad person for the rest of my life. and no matter how hard i try it seems like i'm alway a bad person. what i hate the most though is when i am a good person and it isn't good enough... or it is unnoticed. what i really, really hate is being jealous. i'm jealous of them. i'm always jealous of people like them because they are so lucky and they can't see it. i wish i could be like that, like they are... so in love with eachother that the time they've been together is so rich that it makes up for the eighteen years they didn't know eachother... i wish i had that. i wish i could be near someone who loved me that much physically; to be able to see them and touch them and laugh with them... i miss eye contact... knowing there is someone and seeing them listening and understanding... i feel like i'm talking to... strangers who don't really... care... i know they do... but it feels like they don't understand because they don't know me well enough to understand how i'm feeling... blah bed? now? much...? yea. |
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aaron | 03-01-07 11:51am Being a good person is regretting the wrong things we do. No one's perfect, and not everyone's evil. So it's just wanting to correct the bad in us. Part of that's not caring what other people see or think. They don't know everything about the situation, and really being a good person is about you and no once else...they don't matter. Either they'll love you or they won't.
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rorin | Do you have anything, 03-02-07 2:43pm You'd like to show me while I'm there?
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godessalthena | Re: Do you have anything, 03-02-07 4:04pm show you what..?
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