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rayray (profile) wrote,
on 3-17-2007 at 9:38pm
Subject: You want a rant? I'll give you a rant.
For the record, I don't do drugs.
Drugs are not the reason for my increased weight loss.
I haven't ever done drugs. I have no intention of ever doing drugs.
And Mike doesn't do them either.
I wouldn't date someone who does drugs because they make me uncomfortable, and it's not something that I want to be a part of my life.
If you really knew me, you'd know that.
The reason I have limited my friends to a few, is because a lot of the time they only want me to come party with them.
I'm not a big 'i like to party' kind of person.
Plus, during the week, I don't feel like doing shit, because I have to get up at 4:30 every morning.
And for a person that needs atleast 8 hours of sleep a night my days are cut short.
My weekends consist of me sharing a vehicle.
It sucks, trust me.
But I don't see any of you making an effort to come my way.
God for bid you drive to come see me.
It won't kill you.
You don't like my boyfriend, and there are various reasons, some of them I know, but I am dying to hear all of them.

He doesn't hold me captive.
He doesn't control me.
I make my own decisions.
And if anyone gets treated like shit, it's him.
I am a total jack-ass.

I don't see why I get so pissed about stuff like this, when I shouldn't have to justify myself.
I shouldn't make my decisions based on what makes you guys happy.
The only person that has been supportive of my being with Mike, is Carley.
And I thank her for that.

You all amaze me.
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outsyder18

03-18-07 12:00am

look if you wanted to not go to the prom with me just say so !

(runs into the house crying)

i dunno where I was going with that....

I love you Rach :-)

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Anonymous

03-18-07 12:08am

I wish he did do drugs that would give him an excuse to be such a douche bag...you should prolly disreguard this coment cause i've been drinking for 2 days straight.

~AJ

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skife

03-18-07 8:16am

I dont have a car that runs.

I live in ohio.


I've only met your boyfriend once, he was at my house on halloween of like 2 years ago. Thats the only time i've EVER met him. so yeah, i've got no reason to like him when all you do is usually bitch about him, thats all you ever talk to me about is mike. its always mike this mike that....

you think that the only thing that my friends ever do is drink get high and party.

if you were only there.

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rayray

Re:, 03-18-07 1:24pm

I wonder what would give me that idea Justin.
I got drunken voicemails from you all the time, the only time Chris EVER wants me to come hang out with you guys is when you're partying.
And when i'd call you, you were drinking.

You're one to judge. When you were with Beth, the only time I saw you was if I went to your house. The whole time you were with her, you came over ONCE for 45 minutes WITHOUT her. The other time you came over, she was attached to you. It was like you were incapable of doing anything without her.

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pjlmaster

03-18-07 12:07pm

<3
*hugs*

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rayray

Re:, 03-18-07 1:18pm

*hugs* You've been pretty supportive of my decisions as well. Thank you.

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jayzulla

03-18-07 7:01pm

"You all amaze me"

The fuck did i do?

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skife

Re:, 03-18-07 8:10pm

i'll tell you waht you didn't do.

you didn't call her drunk and leave her a voicemail telling her that you were going to kill her boyfriend and hide the body because he punched her in the face.

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phil-himself

Re: Re:, 03-19-07 1:38pm

I didn't do that either

/just sayin'

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box

03-19-07 6:22pm

The only reason why i want you to come over when we have a party, is because i know that i have a better chance of seeing you when other people are over. If i called you right now with just me and bonnie being home, you'd have something better to do. No offense im glad that your happy and all. But you dont seem to have a whole lot of time for anyone else and most of your woohu post consist of you bitching about your problems with mike.

I mean, i understand that you live quite a ways away. but before you met mike that never stopped you. Nor did it stop you from inviting people over to see you.

Well whatever happens, We still love you.. we just wish you were around more often.

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