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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 4-5-2007 at 10:54am | |
| people tell me i'm beautiful... but i can't help but have my doubts. because my beauty feels so skin deep... and only on part of my skin. what is my beauty? is it the shape of my eyes? the fullness of my lips? my hair? my nose? what is it that makes me different? or are all women beautiful? but i do know that somehow... at least to him... i'm the most beautiful. and that makes me happy... and makes me feel like... there is something in me that is beautiful... what that is exactly i'm at a loss for. i've always had this problem... i try so hard to figure out what it is that my friends see in me... what my family sees in me... but no matter how hard i try or how long i think about it... i can never come up with an answer to my question. ... and then my friends here... make me feel like shit. i really hate how i feel here. and i hate how i know that i am alone in this building. sure, i have friends, but i don't ever, ever feel like they truly care about me. i'm starting to see a pattern in almost all of my friends. and it's discouraging. and pathetic... because i always set myself up for it because i'm so desperate to not be alone... oh well. c'est la vie.... |
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rorin | I feel completely disgusting next to you., 04-06-07 2:43am What I like most about your body are your legs which go on forever (like beautiful model hieght) and really gorgeous lips like Angelina Jolee-Pitt.
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poisonedheart | 04-07-07 12:45am Amelia, I know you and I never really managed to get to know each other, but I still take a little time to read your journal entries when I see them, and I want you to know that though you are gorgeous on the outside, it doesn't compare at all to your inner beauty.
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