Add Memory | Add To Friends
godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 4-8-2007 at 1:48pm
Current mood: crushed
Music: playlist: breakdown
Subject: fuck alcohol
it steals people we love
turns them into people we hate
vomit, the smell of stale friendship
spinning into oblivion.
"fun" is what they call it
but they can't remember any of it
what's the point of being in love
if you know you could never lose it?

abandon me
steal my soul
i don't need it anymore
no one to share it with anyway.
-- a chemical substance
that burns life away and smells like shit
means more to them than i do
and we all know it.

my biggest fear
the largest dog in the race
finally won -- it's taking over my life
and crushing all of my dreams.
let me out, please give me a hand
my star won't burn forever
like their cigarette promises
and their shot glass li[v]es.

fuck this feeling
fuck all these feelings
spilling down the hallway, my eyes on fire
with oceans trying to quench my spirit.
i wish i could run from this hell --
where people are fake and demons are real --
to a place where maybe i'll find a "them"
that really loves who i am.
Post A Comment



rorin

04-09-07 9:02pm

What the hell happened???!

(reply to this)


godessalthena

Re:, 04-10-07 11:30am

my friends got drunk
now all of my friends here drink...

(reply to comment)


rorin

Re: Re:, 04-10-07 12:47pm

What are you going to do?

(reply to comment)


godessalthena

Re: Re: Re:, 04-10-07 11:06pm

talk to them about it.

(reply to comment)