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| butterfly (profile) wrote, on 9-17-2007 at 2:45am | |
| Current mood: hyper Music: Blades of Glory - Bo Bice Subject: Caffine O.D. |
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| Yeah. It's freaking 2 in the morning. I might be feeling an all nighter. Haven't pulled one in awhile. It definitely wouldn't be intelligent though. I do have class and homework to do. Plus I have to make sure I'm awake for The O.C. and Gilmore Girls. I swear those are the most fucking amazing shows ever. I actually feel like I've got a buzz right now. It's totally cool. Thank you sleep deprivation and two pots of coffee. Kelly left. A long time ago too. I left after he did, but then I started drinking coffee and things got too wild for my bedroom so I had to get back on here. A few minutes ago Jacob got on and was talking about his friend Gabby and how amazing she was. I'm not stupid enough to pretend I'm not jealous. He's my best friend. And he's gone. And he's hanging out with Gabby at 2 in the morning. I used to be Gabby. Now I'm the one that gets a "wtf are you doing online at 2am?? dumbass, go to bed." I wanna be Gabby again. So unfair. But then wtf is wrong with me? Of course he's going to go find other friends. Blah is how I feel about that. The other night I had a dream about Kelly and I and we were like married and shit. It was weird. The dream wasn't weird, just dreaming it was weird. We've never even really talked about that, which ... whatever. I don't know. We've been together a year, and we're 18 and 20. Obviously I hope we stay together, I love him, he loves me, I'm moving to Michigan for fucks sake. But over the internet? Probably not the most ideal place to talk about that. I felt like a creep for dreaming about it, and I feel like an even bigger creep talking about it now. To myself. On Woohu. Kelly's probably going to read this and be like "What... the... fuck..." and I'll laugh and be like "Oh, yeah... it was 2:30 in the morning and I'd had about 12 cups of coffee lawl." Then he'll say something that I don't understand and when I question it he'll go "gah Rachel... fail -_-" and we'll pretend to fight. I wonder how annoying it gets when I say I love him all the time? I don't even care. I love him. He is simply fantabulous. I've decided I need to buy any and every Bo Bice album. I don't think I'd ever really listened to anything he sang until I watched Blades of Glory. He has an incredible voice and rocks that pianos ass. I want to play the piano so bad. You don't even know. |
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pjlmaster | 09-17-07 4:07pm y 4 u du thsi?1 |
butterfly | Re:, 09-17-07 5:04pm 4 2 y i do what theengz? |
pjlmaster | Re: Re:, 09-17-07 5:28pm i no kno |
valoth | Re: Re: Re:, 09-17-07 6:33pm good freaking lord. Engrish/leetspeek less. |
butterfly | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-17-07 7:26pm Oh please, you know it's a turn on... when PJ does it.
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