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butterfly (profile) wrote,
on 10-1-2007 at 12:26am
Current mood: blah
Music: Go Blind - Hootie and the Blowfish
I got on today and Kelly was away for hours and hours, so whatever's up with that.
Then I kept getting disconnected every five minutes, so I went to my room and read a book. I tried to go to bed early, but I couldn't sleep so I decided to test the internet again. Seems to be working fairly well now.
I don't know what was wrong. It was annoying though.

I've been depressed lately, and really short with everyone. Who know's what's wrong.
I think a trip to Michigan would cheer me up.
That's a long time coming though.

I want to move there after this semester, but "what the fuck would I do?" seems to reverberate in my mind.
I won't have enough money to go to school. I won't have a place to live. I won't have a job. I'm hoping to have a car by then, but even that seems impossible at the moment.
My parents are like, "Ok, we're aware of your intentions to move after this semester, but you should stick around for the rest of the year and move at the end of your freshman year."
What I hate is that it would make sense for me to do that.
I'm getting over $500 back for this semester, I would get close to that back for another semester, and while $1000 isn't a whole hell of a lot of money, it's a starting point.
I just don't want to stay. I'm sick of not being with Kelly. I don't know if that makes me stupid, but that's the way it is.
It helps nothing though. I need to figure everything out, but I'm not sure how to.

Anyway, Jacob gave me this link. It's kind of funny.
http://tlf.cx/bilder/h4x0rs_shampoo.jpg
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pjlmaster

10-01-07 4:59am

kelly and i went to see a moooooooooooovie, and hang in there, you'll be here before ya know it!

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butterfly

Re:, 10-01-07 6:33pm

Easy for you to say.
You're the one going on dates with my boyfriend.
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<.<

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pjlmaster

Re: Re:, 10-01-07 9:18pm

its not what it looks like!

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butterfly

Re: Re: Re:, 10-01-07 9:28pm

Mmmhmm....
Just make sure when you guys break it to me, do it with flowers and an Adam Brody poster.

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pjlmaster

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-02-07 4:51am

thats so gross haha

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