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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 10-4-2007 at 11:01am
my kitten loves me <3
my fiancee loves me <3

i'm happy.
even though work is exhausting me.
my future is questionable.
i should work on that scholarship.
but...

i wish i had someone to talk to.
i want someone who understands where i'm coming from.
i want someone who will give me some advice that i can really use.
from someone who's done this before.

next year i will be completely independent.
i will pay all my own bills
i will pay my own car insurance.
i will work for myself.
i will own all of my own stuff.
how many people i know can say the same thing?
"at 19 i was completely independent without even planning it."

i just feel like i'm 19 going on 30.
and i want some help, but i don't know who to turn to.

the biggest thing i want to talk about is college.
and how real the option of college is to me..
but i can't talk to anyone.
because the way i look at it and the way everyone else does are very different.

i feel lost.
but at least i am loved.
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rorin

10-04-07 3:52pm

How do you look at it?

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godessalthena

Re:, 10-08-07 2:02pm

not as a faerie tale.

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