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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 1-7-2008 at 5:14pm | |
| Music: a day to be alone - one less reason |
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| Its amazing how your surroundings impact your feelings. Lately I have had more than enough time to think about things. And I'm not sure if it's because I'm a very fickle indecisive person, or because I really truly do not know what I want out of life, but I haven't been able to come up with an answer for anything. The more I think, the more clustered everything gets. I'm almost positive what i want to go to college for, and career i want to pursue. I feel that my boyfriend deserves more than what I am capable of giving him. But I know that if that were true, he'd leave or been gone a long time ago. Which makes me very grateful for every moment I've spent with him, every memory we've created, and anxious for moments and memories to come. Is it possible to be so completely happy, yet feel so depressed at the same time? Oh, and I suck at journal entries.. |
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acidtears | 01-07-08 6:44pm Ohhh yeah it's possible. Trust me.
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rayray | Re:, 01-07-08 8:32pm Im glad you're there to hold me together! haha :)
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pjlmaster | 01-07-08 8:58pm uhh yea, im a perfect example of that haha |