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| Atman (profile) wrote, on 2-26-2003 at 9:58pm | |
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| A long time ago, I was raised on the issues of being honest, being faithful, and being who you are. Let me tell you. Its bullshit. I'm sick of being honest. I'm sick of being faithful. I'm sick of being me. All I do by following these guide-lines is hurt myself and others. I'm tired of it. I don't know what I want anymore. I thought I used to know, but I don't. I'm like a blind man wandering in a field. Trying desperately to grab something he can be familar with, but he finds nothing. So many things going on in my head at once. I think I know the real reason I don't wanna join track. When I run, I'll be alone...nothing but me and my thoughts. I don't want that. I'm tired of over analyzing, thinking of things that'll might not happen, but it wouldn't be me if I didn't worry. I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'm doing track because spud is in it. I can't ditch, even though we won't really see each other. Maybe this stuff will clear up over time, but I'm still under a lot of stress. I'm sure most of you people will skip this entry, merely because you don't want to hear me bitch. I guess...just give me a reply, if you actually read this. Just say, "I'm here" or just comment. Something. I don't care what you do, as long as you don't bitch at me. |
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sugarmouse0587 | 02-26-03 10:32pm I'm here. |
liz | 02-27-03 8:15pm im here
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| dream | Re:, 02-27-03 8:35pm Hey. I know we don't know each other that well, or at all to be honest but i think we have a lot in common.. so, "I'm here".
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| dream | Re:, 02-27-03 8:35pm Hey. I know we don't know each other that well, or at all to be honest but i think we have a lot in common.. so, "I'm here".
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Atman | Re: Re:, 02-27-03 8:48pm Thanks, you don't know how much better I feel
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moe7987 | 02-27-03 10:54pm i backin you up dawg! |
rayray | 02-28-03 12:32pm Im here. |
.j.e.s.s. | 02-28-03 12:47pm I'M HERE!!!!!
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