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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 3-30-2008 at 8:24am | |
| Current mood: disappointed Subject: life in all its glory. |
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| so these last few days have been the best and the worst days for a long time. i found a really great guy who's a f\really fun person to be around. his name is jason and i really love spending time with him. he makes me laugh like wow. i also got in a fight with tammie over some bullshit and it really pissed me the fuck off. idk she started all that damn drama and then blamed it on me and called me the child. i don't know what's wrong with people these days... but it makes me feel like i'm really going to be misunderstood for the rest of my life. there was like two inches of snow last night. i'm afraid to look out today. idk i just want to freaking feel happy and have friends who will listen to me. but i don't think that'll ever happen. because the second i start talking is the second they start yelling at me and telling me i'm immature and what i think is wrong. maybe i am evil? maybe i am immoral and corrupt? idk but i freaking listen to all of there bullshit whether i agree with them or not. and i don't judge them. and i don't tell them they are doing things. i try to support them whether or not i agree with it. i don't know... maybe it's because i try to freaking BE A GOOD FRIEND. but who knows if i really am. i just should give up. because i really don't think i'll have real friends... here. :/ |
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rorin | 03-30-08 2:00pm I listen.. don't I?
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godessalthena | Re:, 03-31-08 1:43pm just a stupid fight. i just needed to vent.
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