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duckie (profile) wrote,
on 7-3-2008 at 11:31am
I vacuumed and cleaned out the microwave which made me feel slightly better about how horribly this morning has been going. I'm now very much wishing we had hot water so I could take a damn shower.

I'm very glad that I opted to stay home for the carpet guy. They left the door open the whole damn time which means that Slayer and Stabby would be god knows where at this point, and it would have been my fault. I didn't think about locking them up somewhere until I saw the carpet van thingy in front of our building, and then I was like hm. I should probably put them in the bathroom.

I cleaned the microwave while he was doing his thing, and then I vacuumed after he left. And then I heard from Chassa.

Her mom had a mastectomy not too long ago, and they did a tummy tuck and used the fat from there to make her a new bewb. Well, apparently her incision on her stomach got infected really bad, and it got into her blood. She's currently in ICU unable to breathe without the use of a respirator.

So once again I feel helpless because Chassa pretty much my fucking sister, and I'm here in Michigan unable to be there for her the way I want to be. I'm scared as hell for her mom too because cancer is not something to mess around with. My dad walked down that road, and thankfully he made it through just fine. Not everyone is that lucky though, and I've had bad feelings about this from the start. I'm so scared she's not going to make it, and even more scared about how Chassa is going to handle it if things reach that point.

I've only been up for 3 fucking hours. What else will go wrong? =[
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pjlmaster

07-03-08 12:34pm

nothing and ilysfminef

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duckie

Re:, 07-03-08 1:56pm

ilysh <3

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skife

07-03-08 12:46pm

i'm sorry your having such a shitty day.

who's slayer and stabby?

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duckie

Re:, 07-03-08 1:56pm

Our kitties. And thanks.

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skife

Re: Re:, 07-03-08 2:00pm

those are the most bitchin names i've ever heard for kitties

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valoth

Re: Re:, 07-03-08 3:59pm

Did you find the cats then?

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duckie

Re: Re: Re:, 07-03-08 4:23pm

They didn't go anywhere because I locked them up right as the guy knocked on the door. Had I NOT been here though, I'm sure they would have ran right out.

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duckie

Re: Re: Re:, 07-03-08 4:24pm

For sure =] They're the best cats in the whole fucking feline WORLD. No, universe. UNIVERSE. Thanks though

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valoth

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 07-03-08 5:05pm

ah ha, read that wrong then. here i figured they were lost and you just kept ticking, vacuuming and expecting to find them meowing somewhere at a window or door 3days later

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