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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 9-5-2008 at 5:41pm
i know i say this a lot..
and i only say it because it's true..

i hate my life.

i just want to sit and cry forever right now.
and i want someone to help me.
but i don't want anyone i know to help me.
i want a stranger to help me.
and to show me that love is real.
and that my life isn't meaningless now that love doesn't exist.

a
life
without
love
...
that's terrible!

too bad...
it's true.

i'm just so done pretending to love..
pretending that faerie tales are real..
no one ever feels like the stories..
and if they do it is only for a second..
and then they start feeling like they are dying.

what is the point of that..?

w/e.
i need to just accept that i can't be helped.
and that i probably don't need help.
because everyone feels the way i do at least sometimes..
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rorin

09-07-08 12:22pm

Are you and Kirk done trying it again?
What did he saaaaay?

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godessalthena

Re:, 09-07-08 12:54pm

we're over.
probably for good.
he didn't say much..

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rorin

Re: Re:, 09-08-08 12:19am

Why?

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re:, 09-09-08 1:34pm

why what?
why didn't he say much? there really wasn't anything to say.
why are we over? because neither of us were benefitting from the relationship.

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rorin

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-10-08 1:26am

I'm sorry Amelia.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-10-08 1:36pm

it isnt' like it's your fault.. I'll live..
I mean.. I'm becoming a much, much better person now than i could have staying with kirk.. No offense to him or anything..
Being single right now is so important because this is the time i can really, really figure out exactly what i'm doing and who i'm going to be.. and i can't do that while i'm committed to someone else..

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rorin

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-11-08 2:06pm

It just sounded like you were upset about it...

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yamiyugi

09-09-08 8:40am

ily

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