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a-demons-angel (profile) wrote,
on 9-15-2008 at 6:03pm
Subject: The words in my brain right now?
Well...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

SOMEONE SHOOT ME IN THE FUCKING HEAD.
i DON'T WANT TO BE IN HERE ANYMORE
I DON'T WANT TO THINK
PLEASE EMPTY A LOADED TWO BARRELL SHOT GUN INTO MY SKULL AND TURN MY BRAIN INTO LIQUIFIED GOODNESS

I would prefer not to exist at all than to suffer through existance.
Life should go on?
What if you've lost the one thing you were living for?
What happens then?
Why should one have to live when they don't want to?
What's the meaning in suffereing through life?
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14outtanone

I don't know if you wanted feedback or anything..., 09-15-08 8:04pm

but I want you to know to there is no real point in living if you don't have a purpose. Kinda random, but true. You don't honestly have to live if you don't want to, but isn't it tempting to wait it out and see what else could possibly happen? Don't you ever knock somthing off a shelf in a store and run off, but glance back to see what everyone else is doing about it?

I do. Sometimes i just kinda want to see if the people around me will do somthing interesting. It's what kept me from acting the fool after I wrote posts very much like this one of yours.

Anyway, hope you find somthing interesting in life.

~Nee

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a-demons-angel

Re: I don't know if you wanted feedback or anything..., 10-08-08 5:00pm

I have
Taking my life is something I'd never do
I may look at the gun everynow and then (so to speak) but I'd never pick it up
I know I have a purpose that's greater than any pain I could ever endure
Its just hard sometimes
But I know that everything I have to endure only occurs so that I can become stronger
Thanks for the comment
=)
<3

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